Depression

Life so hard

Dazais pov:
He was taking the bins out .
Chuuya and Aktugawa still on the couch.
He heard a slight bang .
"Did you hear that ?"
Chuuya stands up and takes his hat off .
"It's coming from Atsushis room"
They all get up and run to the door .
Dazai attempts to open it .
There was something blocking it .
He barges the door open .
There were things everywhere.
And in the middle was Atsushi shaking .
His ability switching from one to another .
He's talking to himself.
Dazai runs over and turns off Atsushis ability .
He passes out .
'is that blood ?'
Atsushis pov :
He can't breath properly.
So many thoughts running through his head .
The headmaster .
'you stupid brat die , fat slag , works doesn't need you '.
Aktugawa
'your so useless , stupid , pathetic , waste of space '
Ability users
' druggie , ugly , fat , stupid , weak , predictable'
His vision is so blurry .
He hears what he thinks is his door being knocked down .
He can hear people talking but can't make it out.
He feels something on his back then everything goes black .
He wakes up in yosanos office .
His back hurts like hell .
He has a faint ringing in his ears .
He sees a door open at the corner of his eye .
He sits up slowly .
It was kunikida and the president.
No Dazai , Yosano or chuuya and Aktugawa .
Did no one care .
Were they sending him away ?
"Atsushi "
He turns to face the president.
"We are going to be honest with you . We aren't sure how to help you much further . You are showing signs of many serious issues.  We think it's best if you take time off work and get a Therapist"
He nodds.
"We are sending you home tomorrow since no one will be there to look after you and your house isn't cleaned up yet "
He looks down .
Kunikida was right.
His house was a mess Nd needed clearing up .
His eyes start to water .
He whiles themaway avoiding all eye contact from the two .
They leave the room .
Atsushis eyes leak.
He can't stop it .
Like an on going water fall.
He lays down hoping it would drown him.
'why is life so hard ?'