Depression

So bad

Atsushis pov :
They had finished for the day and were heading home .
Atsushi was quiet for the rest of the day whick made the others suspicious.
He and Dazai got home and the door was unlocked .
It was chuuya and Aktugawa .
"Hey how'd your murder scene go ?"
Chuuya shouted from the living room.
"It was good Atsushi was great weren't you ? "
"Oh yeah I guess "
He takes his shoes off and goes to his room.
Dazais pov :
' what happened he was so into it earlier ?'
"Is he ok ? "
"I don't know chuuya hes been acting weird ever since we came back from rounds "
"Do you think something happened when talking to the people ?"
"Maybe he did say some people just didn't want to talk to him . I'll give him some time and check on him later "
Atsushis pov :
He goes to his room shutting the door making sure not to slam it .
He slides down it placing his head in his knees .
'why are people so mean to me I didn't do anything '
He stands up and walks around passing trying to breath .
He was trying so hard not to cry but the things that were said we're mean.
He was getting stressed out so he went under his bed and got the box out .
He decided to get a vape out because the weed smell was hard to cover .
He opens his window so the smell isn't as fruity .
He sits there puffing it out his window .
He finished for the day and put it back .
He got changed and lit a candle so the smell would mix .
He made one mistake though.
He dropped the box makinga loud thud.
All the stuff spilled onto the floor .
Then he heard footsteps out side his door .
' shit they can't see this they will take it away '
Dazais pov :
The others were chatting when there was a loud thud from Atsushis room.
And how they saw him earlier they all ran to his room.
"Atsushi are you ok in there ?"
"Yeah I'm fine don't worry- fuck fuck fuck "
"Atsushi I'm coming in !"
"No don't ! I'm naked "
"Why are you naked ?"
"I was changing and dropped something on my foot "
He opens the door and looks at them all .
"What's that smell?"
They all barged into his room.
" I lit a candle when I came in "
They all just sat on his bed .
He goes and closes his window because he left it open .
He turns around and they are all just layed out on his bed .
He chuckled a little .
He goes in his wardrobe and gets some socks because he didn't have any one .
"Atsushi why did you drop ?"
He looked over at Dazai who was now sitting up .
Luckiest his room was still a mess and he had some boxes lying around.
"That "
He points to a box full of books .
He goes to close his wardrobe and it has a mirror on it .
In the reflection he sees Dazai again trying to get into his phone .
"Hey stop doing that Dazai your lock me out "
"No need I'm in "
"What !"
Atsushi panic's and grabs the phone .
But it wasn't unlocked .
"Why are you so worried about us looking at your phone ?"
Aktugawa says sitting up .
"Are you sending nudes is that why you were naked ?"
"Dazai wtf no I wasn't why would you think that ?"
"Well why else would you not let us look are you doing drugs or something ?"
Dazai jokes .
Atsushi pauses a little .
"No I'm not doing that either . You have the worst ideas about me "
He leans up on the wardrobe mirror .
You can see the phone reflection and what he's doing .
He was deleting numbers and pictures and apps . You can see him double checking if everything is gone.
"You wanna see so bad go ahead "
He chucks his phone at Dazai before leaving the room.