Depression

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Dazais pov :
Atsushi chucks his phone at him then leaves .
Chuuya and Aktugawa look over dazais shoulder to also see the phone .
He scrolled through pictures and found nothing suspicious.
Then apps . Nothing there .
Messages had nothing either .
He decided to go on Instagram to see what Atsushi was looking at .
It was just bodie builders and giyn dudes .
"I can't tell if he's struggling or just gay ? "
Dazai and Chuuya burst into laughter at aktugawas comment .
"What's so funny ? "
Atsushi enters the room with water and a cereal bar .
"Are you gay ? "
Atsushi rolled his eyes .
"Maybe "
He then sits on the floor .
"That's not a STRAIGHT answer Atsushi !"
Atsushi chokes on his drinks .
"Very funny Dazai "
They all chat but Dazai refuses to give Atsushi his phone back .
"Please Dazai "
"No not till you show me what you deleted "
Chuuya and Aktugawa left a while ago now .
Atsushi just lays back down on the floor .
Dazai is roll on his phone snooping .
But he gets bored and gives Atsushi his phone back .
"thanks Dazai "
" Your welcome but I will find out what you deleted . Good night "
"Night "
Atsushis pov :
He blows out the candle and goes to bed .
He doesn't want to hide the fact he vapes and stuff but they just don't get it.
He falls asleep after a few minutes .
Next morning :
He wakes up to Dazai in his face .
"Morning Atsushi are you hungry ? "
"No I'm ok thanks though "
"Ok get dressed we are leaving soon "
He gets up and changed .
Staring in the mirror at his arms covered in scars .
He doesn't really need bandages anymore but he doesn't like people seeing .
Incase they think he's an attention seeker .
He puts his shirt on and leaves the room.
Dazai is getting his shoes on .
"Let's go Atsushi I need to talk to kunikida "
"Ok "
Dazai hands Atsushi an apple .
He slowly eats it .
He can feel Dazai staring at him .
They get in and Dazai goes to kunikidas desk .
Atsushi goes to his .
On the desk theres a note .
Come to my office x
It was from Yosano .
He goes to her office and Ranpo is in there aswell.
"Hi Atsushi come sit down "
He sits and stares at the two .
"I was just checking if you two were ok now since you had that little argument the other day ?"
"Yeah aren't we ? "
Atsushi looks at Ranpo .
"You need to be more honest you know . I can tell when your lying "
"Ok I will "
"say your sorry and mean it then "
Ranpo leans in a little closer .
Atsushis smile turns into a smirk .
"I'm so so sorry for what I said I was stressed and angry and I shouldn't have taken it out on you Ranpo "
Ranpo stares .
"Ok thanks Im sorry to I was trying to help but it backfired na little ."
The two laughed and Ranpo left .
Atsushis stopped smiling .
"Did you really mean that Atsushi ? "
"No I said what I said and he stated it by shoving his nose in"
Yosano just sits there .
"Is there anything else ? "
"Could you step on the scale maybe ? "
Atsushi isn't in the mood to fight .
He steps on not daring to look .
"Well done you've gained a pound "
He smiled and said goodbye .
'i must never eat again '
He sits back at his desk moving the apple away so he isn't tempted .
He can see Dazai and Ronpo staring from the corner of his eye .