Depression

Hope he doesn't

Atsushis pov :
It was now early morning around 2 am.
Everyone was still on the couch sleeping.
Apart from Atsushi he was wide awake.
His stomach wouldn't stop growling and he was now in pain.
He knew is he ate something he would throw it back up anyway if he wanted to or not because his body has gone so long without digesting food it can't handle it so it brings it back up after a while.
It was only him.
The TV was some how still playing but I was on some random channel in a different language.
He got up and walked to the kitchen to get a cup because he gets a dry throat in the morning and he needs a drink.
As he was walking he bumped into something.
It was dazais bag and poking out was all of his knifes and sharp stuff.
Right at the top was a little razor.
So stupidly he puts it in his pocket just incase.
He gets his cup and goes to the bathroom.
When he gets there he fills the cup to the top and downs it.
Cup after cup of water letting the water fill his stomach.
After at least 6 cups he was sick.
Which was his goal .
Somehow is made him feel better so he put the cup in the cupboard for next time and heads back to the living room.
He falls back asleep because he was bored of waiting for the others to wake up.
5 ish hours later
Atsushis pov :
He was woken up by Dazai shaking him.
"Stop your making me feel sick Dazai"
He muttered in-between shakes.
Dazai stops leaving Atsushi sitting there with his hand over his mouth.
Chuuya walks in from the kitchen and stares.
"What's wrong with him ?"
"Who knows chuuya?"
Dazai says giggling.
"He kept shaking me so now I feel ill"
Chuuya expected such an answer.
Atsushi walks to the kitchen again but the others done know that and gets some tablets from the cupboard along with a cup.
He fills the cup and goes to take the tablet but is stopped by Dazai.
"What are you taking Atsushi?"
"Paracetamol because you gave me a headache"
"Oh yeah my bad"
Dazai says then hugging Atsushi who is still swallowing his tablet.
"He gives everyone a headache"
Aktugawa says emerging from somewhere.
"Guess your not a morning person then"
Atsushi says laughing while going to his room.
"Does anyone have work today?"
Chuuya asks.
"No"
Dazai and Aktugawa say insync.
"Yes I do unfortunately"
Atsushi shouts from his room.
He walks out fully dressed .
"You guys can stay here if you like Yasano is picking me up"
The others nod.
HONK HONK
"Guess she's here bye"
Atsushi grabs his keys and rushes out the door.
Something fell from his pocket.
Chuuyas pov :
"Something fell out his pocket "
He says walking over .
Turning around he shows the others .
"It's a blade"
'did he have this the entire time?'
He places on the table.
"How did he get that I took everything?"
Dazai says confused.
"In that bag"
Aktugawa says pointing behind Dazai.
"oh yeah I guess he got it from there but when and does he have more?"
"How long does it take to get to the agency in car from here?"
Chuuya asks Dazai.
"5 minutes at max"
"So they should be there by now right so why don't you call Yasano and get her to check him or something?"
"Your so clever Chu Chu "
Dazai says mockingly pulling his phone out.
"Shut up "
'i hope he doesn't have more'
Chuuya thought while waiting for Yasano to pickup.