Depression

Hope

Kunikidas pov :
Him and the president leave Atsushi alone .
'i can't imagine what he's going through right now '
"Is he ok kunikida ?"
He turns to face Dazai who is sitting on kunikidas desk.
"Hes recovering , let him rest and we can see how he is later"
Dazai nods and walks away .
'this has messed up my schedule '
Atsushis pov :
He stares at the ceiling while tears run down either side of his face .
Taking a harsh breath every minute to get air to his lungs .
He sits up .
His stomach feels like it's eating itself from the inside .
But he ignores it and goes on his phone .
He has a message from Aktugawa .
He opens it to see a picture of his room all tidy .
It had a message attached we cleaned your room x
Atsushi cried harder .
Struggling to breath .
He sees the door open .
Trying to soften his breathing but failing .
Yosano walks in .
She runs to Atsushis side .
"Breath Atsushi , in and out , in and out "
( That's what she said )
He follows her instructions and steadys his breathing .
"Feeling better ?"
He nodds at her question.
"Are you hungry ?"
"No I'm ok "
His stomach rumbled .
She stares at him .
"I'm hungry but feel really ill "
"You probably feel ill because you haven't eaten "
"But I don't want to eat because I feel ill"
She sighs .
"You can go home now Atsushi , I'm trusting you to eat something ok "
"Ok thanks Yosano "
She smiles and he walks out .
He gets a few looks but ignores them.
He's good at ignoring surtain things .
He gets out the door and Dazai is waiting in the hall.
"Hello Atsushi how you feeling "
He starts walking .
Atsushi runs up next to him.
"I'm good but how are you ? I caused quite a scene and not to mention scared half the agency"
"I'm ok now I know your safe. But where were you because it doesn't take you that long to get home ?"
Atsushi stops talking .
"Atsushi ?"
"I was walking around thinking not sure where I was and I ended up running home "
"Ok "
They got back , Atsushi going to his room to change not noticing the two mafia members on his couch .
Dazais pov :
"Hi chuuya how are you ?"
He sits on the edge next to chuuya .
"I'm so tired , do you know how much stuff came off his walls ? "
"No I don't "
"A lot "
Chuuya and Dazai talk .
Aktugawa is sleeping .
Atsushi doesn't come out his room after a while .
Dazai knocks on his door .
No answer .
He goes in to see Atsushi asleep on his bed .
His pillow is drenched in tears .
Dazai tucks his In.
He leaves returning to the living room.
"How is he ?"
"He's sleeping so good I think "
He sits on chuuyas lap .
"Get a room"
Aktugawa turns over on the couch so his back toward them .
Everyone eats and watches TV.
Atsushi still in his room.
The hectic day he's had they left him to sleep and re charge .
'i do hope he gets better '