Atsushis pov :
"What's going on?"
He was confused because everyone was yelling and laught apart from Aktugawa.
"Good morning Atsushi we were just making fun of Aktugawa because he has a heart apparently care to join us ?"
Dazai says invitingly.
"Hear about what ?"
"From helping you last night "
"Oh yeah you didn't miss out the part where you hugged me for 5 minutes did you?"
Atsushi says looking at Aktugawa.
"You hugged him no way wow are you sure your Aktugawa ?"
Chuuya and Dazai couldn't stop laughing.
Aktugawa looked as if he was about to explode with rage.
"Are you ok now Atsushi thought?"
Dazai asks still smiling wide.
"Yes I'm fine now no need to worry"
Dazai nodded.
All their phone go off at the same time.
There was a gifted villain attacking the city centre and they were all needed.
Everyone got dressed and rushed over there .
They got there in Dazais car and meeted the agency and mafia discussing what's going to happen.
"Ok everyone this gifted has the ability to bring you worst memory into a simulation for everyone to see. So stick to the plan and no one should be targeted. And if it hits someone we don't mention what goes on in the simulation because it's in the past and it can't hurt you now go!"
After Mori made his announced everyone set off.
The agency on one side the mafia the other.
Apart from the gang they were in the middle fighting head on.
(the gifted can only activate the ability it it touches you and they are a women with long bling hair fighting with a katana .)
Chuuya and Dazai run up the left while Atsushi and Aktugawa go up the right.
Dodging every swing chuuya knockes the katana out her hand .
Kunikida uses his ability to capture here in a net so then they can handcuffs her.
It went smoothly .
To smooth.
Everyone had their guard down.
She had kicked the officers that were loading her onto the van.
She broke the cuffs and unfortunately launched herself at Atsushi dripping his arm.
Her ability was activated .
Atsushi was lifted from the ground with a light off his head showing his memory.
He was in the orphanage getting beaten by the headmaster.
Names being thrown.
"You stupid fat slag how dare you speak to me that way!"
"You should just die already the world would be a better place without you"
"We don't have enough food for the other children because you are it all you pig you didn't deserve it!"
"Don't cry you pathetic little f*g !what are you gonna do now go cut your self like you always do or starve your self the orphanage needs that!"
Then the memory changed into another this time it was in the present of the fight he had with Aktugawa.
"You are useless you know that because of your mistake I had to pay for it!"
"Pathetic"
It changed again but this time it was him in his bathroom.
He was balling his eyes out.
Empty rappers surrounding him.
He had bandages all over him covered in blood.
A razor in his hand .
He felt horrible.
Dazai had un-activated her ability leaving her to go limp.
Atsushi fell to the floor.
His breathing was fast tears running down his face not knowing what to do within a split second his secret was out to the world.
No one moved they weren't prepared for what jus happened.
Atsushi stands up wiping the tears from his face.
"Just look at me the same"
More tears filling his eyes as his breathing increased.
It was out .
The truth .
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Depression
Non-FictionFINISHED ! THE FIRST 3 CHAPTERS ARE SHIT BUT KEEP READING AND THEY GET BETTER I PROMISE! Life isn't easy for Atsushi even though all the people around him think he's ok he's secretly dying inside ⚠️Trigger warning⚠️ Sh Ed PTSD Slurs Homophobia