Depression

Head space

Atsushis pov :
Beeping.
He could hear beeping.
He opened his eyes then immediately shutting them again due to the light.
He adjusted his eyes to see where he was.
The agency or more specific yasanos office.
Why wasn't he dead ?
He was so confused.
Then the door opens with Dazai walking in.
"Thank God your awake we thought we had lost you Atsushi"
Dazais pov :
Atsushi said good night and went to the bathroom .
Dazai thought nothing of it.
When he came back he gave him a smile.
It was almost like he was going to cry.
He was suspicious.
So he checked the bathroom.
On the sink was an empty container of sleeping pills.
Panic hit.
He rushed to Atsushis room.
He was almost asleep.
He wasn't sure what to do.
He started yelling stuff to keep him awake.
It didn't work.
As soon as Atsushis eyes closed he feels tears run down his face.
He couldn't lose Atsushi not like this.
He calls everyone on his phone Yasano being the only one to pick up.
"Do you know how late it it?"
"YOU NEED TO COME TO ATSUSHIS NOW HES TRYI G TO KILL HIMSELF!"
"Calm down what "
"He's taken loads of sleeping pills what do I do "
"I'm on my way take him to the living room I'll meet you there."
Dazai was in complete shock is this how they feel when he fools around?
Yasano gets there and takes him to the agency.
Because he was on the brink of death she was able to save him.
Everyone was there at the agency hopping he was ok.
Nearly half the mafia knows aswell.
All praying for him to wake up.
Present time with Atsushi:
"Yasano was able to save you just in time you should thank her "
"why would I thank someone for saving a life I didn't want "
Dazai was shocked he had never heard such a thing come from Atsushi.
It made him feel so sad.
He left so Atsushi could get his bearings and adjust .
Dazai felt like crying .
He walked back to the main room and sat there.
"Is he ok"
The president asks on the tip of his toes.
"He's alive but that is not Atsushi"
"What makes you say that ?"
Dazai started to cry.
No one had ever seen Dazai cry ever.
"He said why would I thank someone for saving a life I don't want does that sound like something Atsushi would say ?"
No one moved they could not believe Atsushi would say that.
Dazai had stopped crying .
The door slams open .
Half the Mafia running into the office.
"is he alright?"
Aktugawa shouts .
Crying could be heard fromth other side of the room.
Chuuya running to comfort Dazai who was crying again.
"He's fine but he needs time he's not in the right head space to talk right now "
Yasano says looking over in Dazais direction.