Depression

Like actually

Atsushis pov :
The day continued.
Atsushi wasn't aloud out of dazais sight.
Which wasn't hard because Dazai followed Atsushi on a daily basis .
It eventually came to there lunch break and Dazai trying to get Atsushi to eat.
But failed .
Atsushi was not in the mood for eating all he wanted to do was finish his work in silence.
"Please eat something Atsushi for me "
Dazai was now pleading on his knees beside atsushis desk.
"No Dazai "
The brunette being Dazai gave up and left Atsushi to do his work.
But then soon came back and bother him again.
Atsushi was loosing it having Dazai be more clinging than usual.
Everywhere he turned Dazai was there.
He wanted to go home and scream into a pillow .
Then remembering that chuuya and emo were coming over made his so mad.
He banged his head on the table repeatedly getting states for his friends.
"Are you ok there Atsushi ?"
Ranpo says whilst eating a cookie .
"No I am not "
But after saying that the tiger got on with his work.
Leaving his friends confused.
The day came to an end eventually .
Atsushi and Dazai walked back to the tigers apartment.
As soon as they got in Atsushi layed on his couch face down.
"Long day ?"
Dazai asked smirking even though Atsushi couldn't see.
"Yeah"
"Go get changed chu chu and Aku should be here soon"
Atsushi nodded and went to his room.
Whilst he was getting changed the door rung.
And Dazai yelled I'll get it.
Dazai opened it to reveal a soaking wet chuuya and Aktugawa.
"You look a little wet there chuuya"
"Well no shit Dazai it's raining"
Atsushi came out of his room and saw the two boys leaving puddles of water on his floor.
"You can  borrow some clothes if you want "
The two boys nodded following Atsushi to his room
Finding clothes wasn't to hard because him and Chuuya we're practically the same size but Aktugawa was a bit taller.
Everyone was clothed and on the couch.
Apart from Atsushi who was in the kitchen getting drinks.
He came back and sat down .
"Why did you guys want to come see me ?"
Chuuya and Aktugawa looked at eachother.
Chuuya spoke first.
"Dazai had told us what happened and we wanted to make sure you were ok that's all"
Aktugawa nodded .
"That's nice of you but I'm fine really"
He knew he wasn't but he hated people worrying about him.
"Oh yea have you eaten yet Atsushi since you didn't earlier"
Panic grew on his face.
"No "
He slumped back into his chair.
"Did you eat the toast I made you yesterday ?"
"Yea I did "
"Did you keep it down ?"
He didn't respond to that one.
"I need some more water I'll be back in a sec "
The others watched his leave.
"Why did you do that did you not notice how uncomfortable he was "
Chuuya said while grabbing the collar of dazais shirt.
"I was getting the information and I do feel bad but he also didn't answer my last question either"
"No he didn't "
"I'm so confused what happened chuuya gave me the worst description of what was happening"
Aktugawa said staring at chuuya and Dazai.
"Oh well he has an eating disorder so he did eat it but either threw up or threw up on purpose and has a sh addiction"
Aktugawa was shocked he had no idea what was happening to the sweet tiger boy.
Atsushi enters the room with a cup of water but his hand was shaking .
"Are you ok Jinko like actually?"
Atsushi sighed and Aktugawas comment.
"No I guess not "