Depression

Really stupid

Atsushis pov :
He runs home out of breath by the time he gets to the door .
Chuuya and Aktugawa were on the couch.
Atsushi is now crying while trying to get his shoes off.
"Oh you ok kid ?"
Chuuya stands up to help him .
He clicks his shoes off and stands up .
"Shut up !"
He runs to his room slamming the door .
He opens his window and sits of the ledge outside.
He cries harder the more he realised what shit he was in for .
He could hear the others banging on his door.
He climbs back in .
"Go away !"
"does Dazai know your here ?"
"Why does that matter ? "
"So he can talk to you because your upset "
"I don't need Dazai every time im upset"
"Ok want to tell us what's made you upset?"
He sits by the door.
"I done something really stupid and I know I'm in a lot of trouble for it "
"Can you say what it is ?"
"No"
"Ok how much trouble are we talking "
"I don't know just a lot "
"Well do you have a reason for doing the thing ?"
"Not really I was upset so I done it "
"Did it causes damage ?"
"Only to my me and my already fucked reputation "
"Well can't you build it back up ?"
"I suppose I could depends how pissed the others are . They're coming over later to search my house "
"Will they find anything wrong ?"
"Not as serious as they think but I have things yeah "
"How needed are these things ?"
"Pretty needed . I don't see the problem with me having them they don't hurt anyone "
"Ok maybe you can tell them that "
Atsushi stands up and opens the door.
His face stained in tears .
Chuuya leaning on the wall , Aktugawa on the floor.
"They don't care about what I have to say I've tried explaining it before "
He leans his back on the door frame .
"Maybe if you show your careful they might re think it "
"Maybe I guess depends who I'm talking to "
"Yeah?"
"Yeah . Dazai wouldn't care he's to overprotective , kunikida is ready to kill me , Yosano would be more leaning , the president I don't know he's mixed I guess"
"You have them all figured out huh ?"
"Yeah-"
He was starting to talk to chuuya more , then the front door swings open .
Dazai running in with the others .
Atsushi closing his door again .
Chuuyas pov :
He watched as Atsushi closed his door looking scared .
Dazai came running towards them .
"Wo calm down don't just run in there . I've been talking to him"
"What did he say ?"
Chuuya moves the others to the couch area .
"He just said he'd done something really stupid and now he's worried about how you would all react "
"Is that all ?"
"Just that you were coming over to look around. He did say he has some stuff in his room but not a serious as you think . He just said you wouldn't listen to him "
They all sat there thinking about what chuuya had said .
"We came because he have found out he'd been doing drugs. We just want to see if he had any so we can help "
Kunikida says leaning on a wall.
"Where is he ?"
Yosano stands up .
"He's in his room "
Atsushis pov :
He's sitting on his bed thinking of why Dazai Hasn't ran in yet .
Someone was knocking on his door.
"Atsushi it's Yosano can I come in ? I only want to talk to you "
"Just you ?"
"Yeah "
"Ok"
She comes in and sits on the floor .
"I'm sorry . To all of you I've caused a lot of trouble that you've had to deal with and-"
"Don't be sorry Atsushi . We all do something stupid in our lives . Maybe more than once but we can always fix it . I want you to tell me more about what you did . Can you do that ?"
"Yeah "