Dazais pov :
He had just dialed Yasanos number and is now waiting for her to pick up.
After 10 minutes they were about to give up and go there but she picked up .
Dazai put it on specked.
"What Dazai it's your day off why are you calling me ?"
"Is Atsushi with you right now?"
"No why he's at his desk do you need him?"
"No I need you to search him"
"Why what for?"
"When he left for work a blade fell from his pocket and we were worried he might have more and he hasn't eaten since breaking yesterday which we are sure he threw up so get him to eat something please"
"Ok will do I'll tell you if I find anything and who are you talking about by saying 'we'?"
"The gang obviously now bye Yasano"
He hung up and now all they had to do was wait.
Yasanos pov :
Dazai had just hung up on her .
"Atsushi can you come to my office with me please"
"Yeah ok"
He had no idea what was about to happen.
"Is there something wrong Yasano ?"
"Dazai just called me saying a blade fell out your pocket this morning is that right?"
Nervously Atsushi nodded while feeling his pockets.
"And that you haven't eaten since yesterday but you were sick so you haven't really at all is that right?"
"Yes"
"Was it intentional for you to be sick?"
"Yes"
"Ok can you take your jacket off please I need to search you I'm sorry"
"Thats ok it's my fault anyway"
"It's not your fault but can you tell me why you had it?"
"Dazai had taken everything away in my house that was deemed as dangerous but left the bag by the door and I was up early so it was staring me in the face I wasn't going to use it I just wanted one around."
"That's ok you can go now "
"Ok"
And Atsushi left.
Yasano then called Dazai up.
"Hello Yasano did he have anything?"
"No just the one you found but he was adiment that he wasn't going to use it anyway."
"Why did he have it then?"
"Because someone left a bag full of dangerous object lying around since someone took them all. Anyway he said he just wanted one around and I'll get him to eat something later but keep an eye on him because the last time he ate and was sick it was intentional but he gentle he does feel bad and he is trying ok see you later because I need to get him at the end of his shift at 5 "
"Ok thanks Yasano"
'he hung up again'
Dazais pov :
After he hung up .
"Is he ok or?"
Aktugawa asks .
They are laying on The couch.
"He's fine he only had one because he say it in the bag which is my fault I'm going to hide it in my car and I need to go get him at 5 "
"Why ?"
Chuuya asks whilst sipping wine .
"The last time he ate and sick as we know it was intentional so he can't really walk home incase he does something"
"This sounds quite hard on Atsushi though he can't do anything by himself anymore"
"You have a point chuuya but it's all to help him get better"
They just sat around all day while Atsushi worked his butt off.
Atsushis pov :
He has been working so hard by doing paper work and going with Ranpo to all these different places. He was so tired.
He got back to work and immediately sat down to have Yasano shove a sandwich in his face.
"Can you eat this please Atsushi ?"
"Yeah ok "
He was to tired to argue.
After he ate he fell asleep but only had like 5 minutes left of work.
He was once again woken up by Dazai but want shook.
"What are you doing here Dazai?"
Atsushi says at the same time as rubbing his eye .
"I'm walking you home silly don't want you to be lonely come on"
The walk back to a little longer because he was so tired.
"you hungry Atsushi?"
"No I ate like 10 minutes ago and I feel so sick now"
"Ok we are here now "
Atsushi looks up to see his front door .
He runs in and jumps on the couch not bothering to take his shoes off.
"What about your shoes jinko "
"My couch I don't care"
"Fair enough"
Dazai comes in and sits down.
"Long day?"
"Shut up I'm not in the mood I'm so tired "
Atsushi yawns .
"Why did you call Yasano on me that was so uncool"
Dazai was about to respond but Atsushi was sleep.
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Depression
Non-FictionFINISHED ! THE FIRST 3 CHAPTERS ARE SHIT BUT KEEP READING AND THEY GET BETTER I PROMISE! Life isn't easy for Atsushi even though all the people around him think he's ok he's secretly dying inside ⚠️Trigger warning⚠️ Sh Ed PTSD Slurs Homophobia