Depression

Only for you

Atsushis pov :
Atsushi woke up to his stomach rumbling.
He tried to ignore it but it only grew worse .
Sushi eventually gets out of bed and wonders to his bedroom door .
He didn't want to go out there he was so cold towards Dazai earlier he couldn't face him.
So he opened the door a little because it went straight into the living area so he could spy on Dazai.
Dazai was sitting on the couch (spelt it right his time)
Reading a book but this one was different it wasn't his usual suiside book.
Atsushi was so confused he opened the door fully which caused Dazai to notice him.
He didn't ok now what to say or if Dazai was mad or...
But he was Interrupted by Dazai calling him over to sit with him.
Dazais pov:
He had made the sandwich for Atsushi and put it in the fridge so it wasn't just sitting on the side.
Dazai was now bored and didn't want to watch TV because it might wake the sleeping tiger up .
So he settled on a book.
A different book to his normal choice because of the current situation he didn't want to give Atsushi any ideas.
And it did make him sad to think like this but he did it because he cared.
He's been sitting for about an hour now reading  a book which was extremely boring.
The bandaged boy felt like he was being stared at .
But he couldn't tell from what angle so he focused on his boring book .
Suddenly Atsushis door swung open revealing well Atsushi.
He looked confused and ashamed and every emotion going.
"Atsushi come sit with me please "
The tiger boy didn't say no and sat waiting for what Dazai had to say.
Atsushis pov :
He stared at his feet not daring to look at Dazai.
The awkward silence grew and grew until he couldn't take it anymore.
"why are you reading a different book ?"
It took Dazai a second to think because he didn't quite have an answer.
"I wanted to spice things up "
"That book is terrible isn't it ?"
"Yes it is "
They stopped and Atsushi looked Dazai dead in the eye.
"Is it because of me ?"
He sounded as if he was about to cry again.
Dazai didn't asnwer the question.
"I made you some food do you think you could eat it for me Atsushi?"
Dazai says opening the fridge then lifting out the sandwich.
Atsushi paused just looking at it made his feel sick .
But the way Dazai was looking at him he couldn't say no either.
"Yeah I guess "
He only done it because it was Dazai.
Dazai left not wanting to put pressure on Atsushi.
The tiger boy ate the sandwich then re joined Dazai in the living room.
"Did you eat it ?"
"Yeah I did "
Atsushi stopped before asking another question.
"Have you told anyone about this?"
"The agency already knows, chuuya and Aktugawa tried to come over earlier so yes I told them but I made it clear to keep it between us only is that ok ?"
"Yes that's fine"
"Are you ok to go to work tomorrow?"
"Yeah I've been going all this time what's gonna stop me now"
Dazai giggled.
"Yeah your right silly question.
But talking of questions Yasano is going to ask you about it tomorrow is that alright ? she only wants to help you Atsushi"
"Yes I'll be fine and I guess it will be nice to get it off my chest."
Dazai smiled before yawning and slowly nodding off.
Atsushi was waiting for this moment.