Depression

Not your fault jinko

Aktugawas pov :
This time he is the one awake super early.
He has been sleeping at Atsushis house for ages now just using his clothes.
It was so hot he couldn't sleep and once again they are all on the couch.
Hes just laying there listening to the noises around him.
He was falling asleep but he heard someone move but a lot so he turns over slowly not wanting them to know he's awake.
He turns over to see Atsushi with his head in his hands.
At first he's confused but then he gags into his hand and runs off round the corner.
Aktugawa lays there wondering is he should follow his to make sure he's ok.
Atsushis pov :
He's been tossing and turning the entire night.
His stomach just wouldn't stop hurting .
He thought of getting some medicine but every time he moved he nearly threw up.
He sits up and places hair head in-between his hands trying to take deep breaths.
His breathing slows and he about to go back to sleep but is stopped by his body gagging .
He gets up and runs to the bathroom .
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He runs in but quiet enough not to wake anyone.
Closing the door he kneels down opening the toilet lid.
Resting his head over.
Sitting there he didn't want to rush this because it would make it worse.
A strong wave of nausea crosses him making sick.
This happens another two times before he can get his breath back .
Sitting there this head in his arms crying on the floor.
He hated this bit of having an ed .
He gets himself together and flushes the toilet .
Washing his hands quickly .
He opens the door to see Aktugawa standing there with horror oh his face.
Aktugawas pov :
He decided to follow Atsushi because he was just laying down anyways.
He waits a minute and goes down the hall to the room where the light was shining under the door.
The bathroom.
At first he could only head heaveyy breathing.
But that tuned into vomiting.
Over and over .
He just stood there drying to figure out if it was intentional or not .
After a while all he heard was crying .
He did feel bad for the little kitty.
He heard footsteps get closer to the door so he backed up a little.
The door opens to show a very tired looking Atsushi with tear stains on his face.
"How much did you hear ?"
His head facing the ground.
"All of it"
"Oh well I force myself otherwise That happens and that is much worse"
Tears now falling from Atsushis face onto the floor.
"I'm sorry I do try but I can't help it my body just doesn't want to except it "
"It's ok Jinko I know "
Aktugawa and Atsushi hug for about 5 minutes .
They make there way back to bed after Aktugawa helps Atsushi get some medicine to help him feel better.
After they go to bed both falling asleep.
Next morning
Dazais pov :
He woke up a bit early but not to much and headed to the bathroom.
When he came back chuuya and Aktugawa were awake chatting.
Atsushi was dead to the world (means really asleep btw ).
Dazai goes to the kitchen to get some breakfast.
But stops because theres a cup of half drank water and an old medicine rapper.
He was worried because the last time something happened it was because Atsushi was up early.
"Who's is this ?"
Chuuya and Aktugawa get up to see what Dazai is talking about.
"Oh that's Atsushis "
Aktugawa says sitting back down.
"How do you know that?"
Chuuya asks confused.
" I gave it to him last night because he was sick and felt Ill and I was awake"
"Why was he sick do you know?"
Dazai asks sitting next to Aktugawa.
"He was crying so I couldn't quite understand what he was saying but it was something like I'm really sorry I'm trying but my body can't except it or something and I force myself otherwise this happens and it's worse"
Chuuya and Dazai look at eachother.
"Yeah you can't remember much my ass that sounded word for word"
Chuuya says ruffling Aktugawas hair.
"When did you wake up because he didn't ?"
Dazai asked intrigued.
"I was already awke because it was to hot and I followed him after he was nearly sick on the couch"
"Was it because you cared?"
Dazai says in a high pitch voice.
"I didn't know you had a heard after all this time wow people do change"
Chuuya said mockingly awswell.
"What's going on ?"