She's An Alcantara

Thirty Six

Yuna's POV

"A-Anong.." I have mixed emotions right now pero hindi ko na napigilan ang sarili ko.

I slapped him pero but I saw pain in his eyes yet he smiled.

"I deserve that-" I slapped him again at walang sali salitang tinalikuran sya bago umalis.

Hindi ko alam kung saan ako papunta,nakapaa lang ako at umiiyak na tumatakbo walang pake kung saan makakarating.

Ganoon na lang yun para sa kanya?! After all those months na iniwan nya ako without saying anything ngayon babalik sya na parang walang nangyari?! Am I that easy para sa kanya? Oo mahal ko sya pero I'm not that desperate para magpaka manhid and act as if nothing happened! I'm bleeding! I suffered! tapos ganon ganon nalang yun paraq sa kanya?

Napatigil ako sa pagtakbo ng maramdaman kong sobrang hingal na hingal nako dumagdag pa ang paghikbi ko kaya halos pasigaw na ang hagulgol ko but luckily walang dumadaang tao kaya I can freely do what I want.

Napahawak ako sa tuhod ko bago dahan dahang umupo para magpahinga.I want to forget about him please kahit isang araw lang..

Ryuki's POV

I know she have been through a lot but I hope I have the courage to tell her what really happened few months ago.I've struggled a lot to knowing that I can't tell her what happened and she's worried.

I took a bottle of champagne and pour some on my glass.I immediately drink it and wiped my tears.I want to be by her side right now and comfort her but I know that she doesn't want to see me right now and want some peace.

"Stop" Princess took the bottle away from me to reach.

"What should I do now?" i said.

"Tell her what happened Genesis so she'll understand! gusto nya lang malinawan kung bakit mo sya iniwan that time!" napabuntong hininga ako.

To be honest I was so shock that time when someone called me and said they found my little step brother agad akong umalis ng bansa dahil sobrang tagal ko na syang hinahanap.He's my dad's son sa ibang babae.He's homeless kaya sobra ang pag aalala ko dahil inabandona na sya ng mama nya.That's my dad's wish na isinulat nya sa notebook nya for me to find out.Nasa vacation house ko sya ngayon, pinapaalaga ko kay manang since I have no idea on how to take care of him.

"I'm scared" I mouthed.

I don't really know kung bakit hindi ko masabi sa kanya, siguro natatakot ako na she'll be dissapointed na may kapatid ako sa labas and didn't even bother to find him soon or dahil niloko kami ng tatay ko pero nanatili akong tanga at inalagaan ang kapatid ko.

"Trust me Genesis, napakabuti ni Yuna and I know she'll understand you.." nginitian ko lang sya ng mapait.

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"Did you find her?" tanong ko kay Sean after nyang sagutin ang 25th na tawag ko.

"Stop calling me asshole! I'll take care of her so mind your own business!" sabi nya lang bago patayin ang tawag, kahit papaano nakahinga ako ng maluwag knowing na someone is taking care of her and she's safe.

I know mali yung ginawa ko na hindi pagpaparamdam sa kanya, shes's suffering while i'm happy and nakikipag bonding sa kapatid kong naging palaboy laboy sa U.S.Tapos babalik ako bigla bigla at mag a-act na walang nangyare.I just can't explain myself.

Hindi ako makalabas ng sasakyan, nandito lang ako while nakatanaw kay Yuna na nakatulala.I'm outside their house at nagpapakaduwag na harapin sya.To be honest I want to go out right now and hug her but I choose to be a coward.Siguro hahayaan ko nalang sya.. I'll let her move on and forget me because I don't deserve her.

I can't prevent the tears na kanina pa gustong kumawala sa mga mata ko, I badly want her in my arms but I guess we are really not meant for each other.

"Excuse me, why are you- Genesis?" agad kong pinunasan ang mga luha sa mata ko at bumaba ng sasakyan para pormal na harapin si Mr.Alcantara.

"S-Sir" Walang emosyon nya akong tinignan.

"What are you doing here? Did you meet her?" he emotionless asked.

"N-No sir"

"Get in the car" he commanded at binuksan ang passenger seat at sumakay kaya nagtaka ako pero sumunod din.

"Ihatid mo ako sa company" medyo nagulat ako but I didn't hesitated.May tinawagan sya sa phone at mukhang driver nya yun saying na imeet nalang sya sa company.

"Do you know how much she suffer? That everyday she won't get out her room and everyday her mom's always begging her to eat?" He said leaving me no words to reply.

"Alam kong may tinatago kang rason kabila ng bigla mong pag iwan sa kanya pero sana inisip mo man lang na magpaalam dahil alam mong may maiiwan at masasaktan ka" ramdam ko sa boses nya ang awtoridad.

"I know I made a big mistake, k-kaya po sinabi ko sa sarili kong hindi ko sya deserve, she's a fragile that I didn't take care of" saad ko.

"So you'll give up that easily? You're making a decision for yourself again Genesis not even thinking about what will happen to her if you'll disappear again.. I'm not forcing you but I can sense that she loves you at naguguluhan lang sya ngayon" I stopped the car when we arrived at his company pero bago sya bumaba may binilin pa sya sakin na nagpalakas ng loob ko.

"You're her happiness" 

I decided na umuwi muna and let her have space bago ko sya ipursue ulit at bago sya paliwanagan.I dialed manang's number and she answered it immediately.

"Uy sir kamusta na?" bungad nya kaya napangiti ako.

"I'm doing fine manang, kayo? si Kenji?" saad ko at halatang hiningi agad ni Kenji ang cellphone kay manang.

"Hey Kuya! I have received the psp! thank you so much! It's so amazing and I can play a lot of games! I wish I can play it with you" napangiti ako sa sinabi nito.

"Okay then, let's play when I'll visit there okay?" I said.

"Yey! By the did you now make up with the girl you talk about? the girl with pretty eyes? did she forgive you already" I painfully smiled.

"Not yet Ken but I hope"

"Don't worry Kuya Gen, I'll pray that she'll forgive you fast so you can come here together!" napatigil ako sa sinabi nya.An idea pops into my ming, we talked more and ended the call with a smile on my face.

I won't let my fragile princess be broken again.

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TO BE CONTINUED...