She's An Alcantara

Eleven.

Yuna's PoV

Agad kong nilagay ang bulaklak na binili ko sa lapida ng kapatid ko.I wish I've meet them and make so many memories with them.

"Alam kong may nangyari Yuna, tell me" nilingon ko sya saglit at binalik ang tingin kila ate.

"Nothing happened Sean, namiss ko lang sila bigla" I said hiding the pain from my voice.

"If you say so" saad nya, talagang maniniwala sya dahil kung may problema ako agad ko namang sinasabi sa kanya.

Napabuntong hininga ako, I don't know what to do! Naiipit ako sa sitwasyon, I just want to live a simple life.

Matagal din kaming nag stay dun sa sementeryo, dun na din kami nag lunch bago umuwi.

Wala naman si mommy sa bahay kaya wala ng maraming tanong.

Pinilit kong ipikit ang mata ko para matulog but I fvcking can't! Andaming pumapasok sa isip ko, tapos bukas may quiz pa kami and I'm not studying! I can't study!

Sana pala dumiretso nalang ako sa bahay nila Sean, mas maganda dun kasi kahit sermunan nya ako, I know everything will be okay but when I'm all alone? I'm thinking negative thoughts!

I opened my facebook account and started scrolling but a thing made me stop and become curious, it's a post, picture sya ng isang lalaki with his friends and I saw Genesis there! He's standing on the frame not minding the camera, he's busy with something.
I stalk the poster's account and clicked his photos, I saw so many pics of him with Genesis but yeah Genesis is not looking at any of them!

"Okay Yuna, why are you so curious about this?" I turned off my phone and again tried to sleep but some thoughts again bothered me! Like what the f?!

Hihintayin ko nalang na matapos na ang klase and will go to school to study in the library for tomorrow, mag p-print out din ako nung ginawa kong report hayst, college.

When the clock strikes six, I grab my phone and my bag.I decided to drive now, tutal wala na namang masyadong tao, pahinga muna ako sa commute baka kasi mamaya masabit na naman ako dun sa may kanto at makawitness ng kung ano anong away tss.

When I arrived at school, I buy some snacks before going to the library.I choose books which is related for tomorrow's quiz and started studying.

Tatatlo nalang kami dito sa library, well wala naman kasi masyadong pumupunta dito.. maski si Lauraine ayaw ng tahimik na atmoshphere but I effin like it.
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I yawned, I opened my phone and amazed when I saw the time, it's almost midnight! Tinatadtad na ako ng text ni mommy but I explained it kaya tumigil din sya kalaunan because she knows how much I love studying.

Tinapos ko nalang ang isang page at naisipang magpalamig muna, susulitin ko nalang to.

Sinuot ko ng maayos ang jacket ko at pumunta sa rooftop, I immediately smiled when I saw the beauty of our school lalo nang mas gumanda dahil sa mga lights.

I love this atmoshphere, peace and quiet..simple.

Dahil sa hangin na dumadampi sa balat ko ay mas sumobra ang antok ko,to the point that I want to sleep here.

"Hoy" I gasp when I heard someone's voice, agad akong lumingon and shock to saw Genesis standing in front of me and as always emotionless.

"H-Hoy? Anong hoy!" sabi ko at napasapo sa noo.

"It's now past twelve" sabi nya kaya kumunot ang noo ko.

"So?" he looked at me like I'm so stupid.

"What are you doing here" tanong nya kaya bumuntong hininga ako.

"Finding some peace but yeah suddenly you came" walang ganang sabi ko.

"Get lost"

"Just this once, let me" sabi ko, pagod na akong makipagtalo.

Nagulat ako ng umupo sya sa sahig at sumandal sa pader.

"Weak" napanganga ako sa sinabi nya.
Sino? Ako?!

"Anong weak?" I asked.

"Ang tapang mong makipag away sa mga kaaway ko then you can't handle those girls?" nagulat ako sa sinabi nya.
I exactly know what he means.

"Don't get me wrong, ayoko lang ng mas malaki pang gulo"

"You can handle them" sabi nya at pinikit ang mata.

Umupo ako sa tabi nya at sinandal din ang katawan ko, nagpakawala ako ng buntong hininga.

"I don't know.."

"Kung ganyan kang mag isip, wala kang mararating" sabi nya.

I looked at him but he's comfortably closing his eyes while talking to me.

"Matalino tsaka magaling si Catherine, alam kong wala akong mapapala kung gaganti ako.. tutal magsasawa din naman sila pag tumagal" nagulat ako ng lingunin nya ako.

"I thought, iba ka" sabi nya at tumayo.
Napakunot ang noo ko sa sinabi nya,nagsimula na syang maglakad paalis but nang medyo malayo na sya sakin ay bigla syang huminto.

"Ikaw bahala, we are the product of our own experiences" sabi nya at tuluyan ng umalis.

He left me there, still wondering why is he invading someone's comfort zone and nag aalala ba sya sakin?

That is the first time that I talked to him seriously.

Tumayo na din ako, it's almost one.Nag text nalang ako kay mommy na alanganin na ako sa pag uwi at sa condo ni Sean nalang muna ako matutulog.

1:30

Napabalikwas ako ng upo, I can't sleep! What the hell?! Ako lang mag isa dito since I knoe Sean's passcode, siguradong dun sya natulog sa bahay nila.

"I thought iba ka"

Fudge! What does he mean by that?! Anong iba?! Kanino?!

Tumayo ako at pumunta sa kusina to drink a nice cold milk to help me be sleepy.

"ikaw na bahala, we are the product of our own experiences"

May point sya don, no, not just a point but he's right.

Kaya ko naman talagang tapatan sila Cath eh, but I don't have self confidence to do it! Bakit nga ba hinahayaan ko silang ganunin ako? Maghihintay nalang ba ako hanggang magsawa sila?

No Yuna Lee Alcantara! Be brave! Be strong enough to fight back! You can do this!

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To be continued..