i don't mind :: c.h

5: I Miss You

Allyssa Moriones

❝Where are you? And I'm so sorry. I cannot sleep, I cannot dream tonight.❞

I was at work today. Happily teaching my students in the music school. Every now and then, I check out my phone, expecting that Steph will messsge me because in some ways, she and Luke hangs out almost everyday. I don't know if they had fucking sex at night. But, I am so sure, Steph got the D.

One of my students, Axel, a nine-year old who learns how to sing and dance, approached me with a weird looking face. "Miss Ally," he started. "Why are you smiling like that?" I was startled. I didn't know that I was smiling at that very moment. "Oh," I scoffed. "I was just thinking about what happened last night, love." I smiled. He sat beside me and continued. "What happened? Did someone made you happy or smile the entire evening that until now, your lips will be separated?" I laughed at the irony this kid could give. How I wish I was his age, he could be more better than this. "Do you remember the four boys I always tell you?" He nodded, remembering everything I said before. "They were at my flat yesterday," I paused before my phone rang. It was Steph. "I'll be back, Axel. I just need to answer this, okay?" He nodded and smiled back at me before going outside to answer my best friend.

"Hello?" I started. I was cut off by her fucking loud scream. Ugh, this girl. "What the-- Steph? Hey! Answer the shit out of me!" She breathed from over the line, making me worried as fuck. "Ally, we need to talk later at night." She dropped the call. What the heck is in her mind that she screamed on top of her lungs?

--

When I came home, a moan left Steph's room. This is what I never expect from coming home.

I dropped the keys and my eyes widened when Steph's door was cracked open. The sight of the two, I mean, Luke and Steph were naked. Luke thrusting into Steph harshly. Luke mumbled a loud moan while Steph was digging her nails through Luke's back. "Oh, my God! Luke!" she shouted. Luke collapsed into Steph and kissed him harshly as she could. "I love you, Luke. So fucking much." she uttered and saw me creeping through the door. She saw me in an instant and told Luke that she will just get something outside. With that, I motioned myself standing at her front, with a face I don't know how to call.

"What the actual fuck, Steph?" I was keeping myself from laughing when she smiled at me, licking her chapped lips. "Ally, Luke and I, are officially together." she started. "WHAT THE FUCK?!" I stated and hugged her so tight. I've never been so happy for her until her dream guy came.

The fact that she told they had sex two times today, she even told me that I need to fuck Calum too. The hell I would do that knowing that Calum doesn't like me either. Steph left me and said that she'll go to bed and kissed me good night.

I was scrolling through my phone when a message popped up. It was from Calum.

From: Calum Hood
I miss you, Ally. I want to see you.

I swear to God, this message made me feel special after 20 years of existing in this fucking world.