i don't mind :: c.h

9: Australian Love Affair

Allyssa Moriones

Calum Hood (10) Missed Calls

"What the heck does this shit want to me?" I said in my mind. I know that deep inside me? I also miss this puppy.

I'm at the music room. Alone, with the piano in front of me. It's been a week since I started teaching kids of all ages. It's not a tiring work, if you want to pursue it? You can.

I touched the piano keys, tuning the melody of All of Me by John Legend.

❝What would I do without your smart mouth? Drawing me in and you're kickin' me out..❞ I sang. Rhythm of the keys and the melody being poured into me. I just felt the urge to let myself out.

You've got my head spinning, no kidding, I can't pin you down..

Yes, I can't pin Calum down. And you keep my head from spinning around.

What's going on in that beautiful mind? I'm on your magical mystery ride..

I don't know what's running through your head. You made me ride your roller coaster of emotions. Why are you doing this to me?

My head's underwater, but I'm breathing fine. You're crazy and I'm out of mind..

And in that line, tears came down my face. It made my heart pump faster. All I can sense is the burning sensation of my eyes. It dwelled up almost all the pain I conquered since my break-up with Axel.
It stabbed me from the back. Knowing that if I fell inlove with Calum, he'll do all the same.

But the big question to Axel is, did he even loved me for the past three years? Did he even uttered to try the three words, eight letter word I am longing for?

I hated myself. I hate the way I act. If only Calum was here to comfort me. If only Calum is here to tell me he loves me. If only he was here, to make me feel the girl I wanted to be right then.

This is such a big Australian Love Affair.