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The last of the birthday fics! To my friend Avery @/skylilac on tumblr! Marelliana and pining, inspired by a fanfic, which was inspired by a movie I never watched
Marelliana and pining <3
Warnings: swearing
It was no secret that Biana liked Keefe. It was as clear as day. The longing stares that contained awestruck eyes, the truth or dare that ended in a near-kiss. It'd been the case for years, so really, Marella should have known better, but, she couldn't help but fall for Biana anyways.
Whenever it was just the two of them hanging out together, she could live in her own delusions. But of course, fantasies couldn't last forever.
It was during English class, when their poetry assignment had been returned.
"What'd you get, Marella?" Biana asked, putting her own paper on Marella's desk. High eighties, a good mark.
Marella herself had always been average at English, but she proudly took out her paper that had been marked with a 98.
"Oh, damn," Biana said, "can I read it?"
She let her read it, taking a delight at the impressed smile that graced her face.
"I didn't realize you were so good at poetry," Biana remarked.
I wanted to be good at poetry so I could write letters to you, Marella very carefully did not say. I wanted to be able to put my feelings to words, she also didn't say.
Instead, she said, "It was a recent hobby."
Biana looked at her with a complicated expression that she couldn't decipher.
And she wouldn't be able to figure out why until later that evening, while they hung out in Biana's room.
"Marella," Biana said, looking at her with a serious expression. "I want you to help me write a love letter to Keefe."
They'd had never had the best friendship, they'd gotten off to a rocky start, making petty jabs and insults, and when they got along it didn't take long before one of them would say something to let them drift apart.
But no matter what they'd say to each other, they'd always come right back to each other, they'd never truly leave the other's orbit.
After all of those years they've known each other, at this moment, all Marella could think was, you have never hurt me more than you have now.
She shook off the thought. Obviously it wasn't intentional, and obviously she didn't even know. Still, it doesn't hurt any less.
Any delusions that she'd had were shattered like glass. Biana wasn't in love with her. She probably never would.
"Marella? You don't have to if you don't want-"
"I'll help you with it." The words escaped from her own mouth before her brain could even think.
Biana's face brightened. "Thank you! I'll do as much as I can, I don't want it to feel disingenuous, and I'll even pay you for it if you want-"
"You don't need to pay me."
"Are you sure?"
"I'm your friend," Marella told her, "I can do this for you."
Refuse to do this, it wouldn't be too hard. Aren't you the one who usually ends up having to be the one to give in, to suck in your pride? a traitorous part of her brain told her. Why do this to yourself? You'll only get yourself more hurt.
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