Love You

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It was jumbled. Everything felt different. She felt completely useless.

He always told her she would be the greatest thing they ever did. Then they left her in the dark. She didn't even know how to function.

She didn't have it in her to fight. She didn't even bother trying to look suitable.

Her body hurt, her head hurt she just wanted to sleep. She wanted to go back to sleep. Because now she had no purpose.

Her soulmates were probably dead, the scientist that made her left her to die.

Nothing made sense anymore. When she stepped on the first floor she felt nothing. No recognition no idea where she was.

It was all empty. Looking down at the wet nighgown she wore she sat down.

What would she do? Go to the exit and leave, find somewhere to stay? She had no idea howling she had been stuck here.

She didn't know the year the date she didn't even know how old she was.

How would she survive on her own? Traces of her own personality had been locked inside of her and she felt devoid of feeling.

Deciding if she would die, she would die trying to find a purpose she went to find an exit.

It didn't bother her, the chill in the air of the freezing cold floors. Even after being asleep for so long she still had a tolerance for the cold.

Finding a pair of stairs and a hatch she went to unscrew it only to find it quickly open.

Climbing out she looked out into the white snow. Drugs cycled through her body making her feel dizzy as she stood.

She felt herself grow overwhelmed as she was assaulted with information at a intense rate. The year the time who the people were.

She had no idea what was happening. The way her eyes found things images popping up in her mind

By the time she was standing outside of the hatch she had some understanding on the world around her.

She hated it. Having no control on her body anymore.

Everything was changing and she couldn't understand why. She couldn't even feel her own emotions.

She almost wanted to indulge in the feeling, wanting to understand something anything.

Not saying it didn't come with a price. Her head hurt terribly and she was still confused on how she knew all this information.

She was so dazed so perhaps it would help if she could think straight.

Even then she couldn't even form a coherent thought. It was all lost in translation in her head. Along with the memories of her torture.

She figured it was the drugs they put in her system. "Hey there's someone over there!"

She froze. What was she gonna do? She could barely stand straight. Defending herself wouldn't do much.

Maybe she could speak. Or attempt to, but she felt her tongue sit in her mouth motionless.

This would be it, how she would die. Cold alone and without a purpose. How fitting.