I'm yours, Professor (Quadro Series #2)

Chapter 6

"Darling are you done over there?"

Rinig niyang tanong ni Calcifer. Andito siya ngayon sa condo nito, She's currently at his room with only her undergarments on. Umulan kasi anina kaya medyo nabasa siya. Calcifer immediately lead her to his bedroom and ask her for her dress. Lalabhan niya daw ito, kakatapos niya lang mag half bath at wala siyang damit.

Calcifer has been giving her suggestions as to what she may do. She don't like it when someone tell her what to do. Surprisingly Calcifer don't tell her what to do. He ask her what she wanted to do. Kaya nasa kwarto siya ng binata ngayon. Habang ang binata naman ay kulang na lang paliguan siya at bihisan.

Kahit ayaw niya sa nangyayari hindi niya matatangi na meron parte sakaniya na nasisiyahan kung paano siya i-trato ng binata.

Walang binigay si Calcifer sakaniya na damit so without thinking much she just grab one gray V-neck shirt and a cotton short of. Wala sa sarili siyang napa-upo sa kama, Calcifer room has a minimalist design. Bumalik sa isip niya ang nangyari anina. She felt her chest tighten. Hindi na niya alam ang iisipin niya.

Lahat ng ginawa niya nakakasakit sa kapatid niya. Nasasaktan din naman siya pero bakit parang wala lang sa mga ito? Anak din naman siya nito. Masama na siyang anak kung sasabihin niya ito pero gusto niya na lang mahirap sila keysa ngayon. Na-miss niya ang Mom niya, kung sino ito noon. Nang silang dalawa pa lang magka-sama.

Nag-bago lahat ng iyon ng dumating ang Step father at sister niya. Pakiramdam niya siya ang sampid ngayon sa Mom. Pero kahit ganon, hindi niya kaya iwan ang Mom niya.

"Darling I — " Agad niya naman pinatuyo ang luha niya ng makitang pumasok ito kwarto pero hindi niya magawang tumayo. Calcifer stared at her for moment before walking toward her and sit beside her. "Do you want a hug?" He ask, smiling warmly. "Alone time? Or anything?"

Napatingin siya dito. Hindi niya alam kung ano pumasok sa isip niya at nag- pasundo siya dito pero isa lang ang sigurado siya. She want to feel his touch, she want to see his eyes who held admiration. His warmth, safety and the comfort. Him, Gusto niya lang makasama ito.

He smiled at her before hesitantly held her face, halos mapapikit ng maramdaman niya ang kamay nito sa mukha niya. Gusto niya na lang manatili doon kahit ayaw niya. This strong disagreeing feeling and desire to stay is overwhelming her.

"Darling. Talk to me." Calcifer said in a soft tone. As if he's talking to a delicate child. "I'm worried but if you don't want to it's fine. Just tell me something, anything. Makikinig ako."

Hindi siya nagsalita imbes tumayo siya, nakita niyang naalarma si Calcifer nagawa niya. Akmang tatayo ito ng inilagay niya ang kamay niya sa balikat nito bago umupo sa hita nito. She immediately put both of her hand on his neck as she rest snuggle on his neck. Naramdaman niyang natigilan si Calcifer dahil sa ginawa niya.

She doesn't understand herself but she just want Calcifer to sit down with her. She always like to be held like this. Pero kung gagawin niya ito kay Gillian panigurado pipilitin siya nito makipag- talik. He always find a way to sexualized everything. It saddened and hurt her, everytime.

"Calcifer, breathe." She said, her head still in between his neck. She felt him took a deep breath before she felt his hand on her back while the other one is caressing her head. Pinikit niya ang mata niya, hinayaan niyang kumalma ang sarili niya. "Cal, can I call you Cal?"