Chapter 50

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Tahimik niyang inayos ang kama habang iniignora ang pag-katok at tawag ng binata sakaniya. Halos isang oras na itong kumakatok sa pinto. Matapos ang sagutan nila anina tumahimik na ito pero bumalik naman ulit. Pinatay niya ang TV at binalot ang sarili sa kumot. Ayaw niyang kausapin ang binata ngayon gabi. Ayaw lang naman niya uminom kasi baka hindi pwede dahil sa baby nila, she's emotional but not this emotional.

Dahil siguro sa pagbu-buntis niya. Gusto niyang kausapin ang binata pero nahihiya siya dahil sa emotional outburst niya. She acted like a bitch, Calcifer is just concerned tapos may problema pa ito. She want them to talk but at the same time ayaw niya. Ignoring Calcifer, humiga siya sa kama. It's baffling actually, nahihiya siya pero naiinis din siya dito. Halata din naman na galit ang binata.

Mas mabuti na huwag silang mag-usap habang galit sila sa isa't-isa. Huminga na lang siya ng malalim bago iwinaksi ang iniisip niya, making herself comfortable. Before she knew it, nakatulog na siya.

In the middle of her sleep, she could hear rattling of the door knob. She became a light sleeper lately. Agad niya minulat ang mata niya pero hindi siya gumalaw. Doon niya nakita bumukas ang pinto, the light on the hallways was on and the light spilled right through the open door but it immediately close, hearing light foostep walking toward her. She felt the mattress behind her dip as a strong set of arms hug her from behind. Sa pabango pa lang alam niyang si Calcifer iyon.

He put his face on her neck as he kisses it repeatedly. Parang ginigising siya nito. Huminga siya ng malalim bago umikot paharap dito. Nang maka-harap siya sa binata, agad niya nakita ang pagod sa mukha nito parang na-guilty naman siya. Calcifer always tell her that he like holding her when he's tired. Nginitian siya nito bago siya nito hinatak papalapit dito. Close enough for their nose to touch.

"I'm sorry." Panimula nito bago siya nito hinalikan sa labi, he breathe out as if he's letting all the heavy feeling from his chest out. "I was just worried. Ayaw ko lang malagay sa peligro ang buhay mo. Forgive me, please?"

Calcifer seems scared. Unusually scared. Alam niyang may mas malalim pa na rason sa kung bakit ito nagalit sakaniya. Without saying anything, she wrap her legs around his waist as she pushes herself up. Ngayon naka-upo siya sa tiyan ng binata. Hinawakan lang ng binata ang bewang niya. She smile as she lean down and kiss him. All of the sudden she want him, she felt hot and want Calcifer inside of her.

Mukhang nakuha ng binata ang gusto niya dahil hinayaan lang nito na maging mapusok ang halikan nila, but something feels off. The way Calcifer touch her, even the way he kiss her. It's like he don't want to do this. Hindi niya alam kung dahil ba sa pagbu-buntis niya ito pero kasi ramdam niya ang pagiging iba ng binata. Calcifer smile at her as he slowly kiss her, dahan-dahan nitong tinangal ang butones ng pajama niya. Nang mahubad nito ang pang-itaas niya ay doon niya pinigilan ang kamay nito.

She really has a feeling that Calcifer is not up for this and she doesn't take it in a bad way. No, nabahala lang siya dahil sa paraan ng pag-hawak at pag-halik nito. Iba, it's like he's forcing himself, and she doesn't like that. Dahil sa pag-hawak niya sa kamay nito, tumingin ang binata sakaniya. His tired eyes and limp arms is on her hold. Tinignan niya ito. She felt like she's the most insensitive person in the world.

"Do you want to do this, hun?" She ask. "The truth please."

Calcifer just smile. "It's okay darling." Ani nito bago siya nginitian. It pinch her heart, seeing him like this. She don't want to force him to do this kung away nito. That rule doesn't just apply to her! It's for him too! "It's fine. Let's do what you want. Okay?"

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