I'm yours, Professor (Quadro Series #2)

Chapter 21

"May class ka ngayon saamin diba?"

Calcifer immediately ask nang makapasok ito sa office niya. Yes, he's right may class siya ngayon sakanila pero parang wala siya sa mood mag-turo kaya hindi siya pumasok. She just call him to come over. She wanted to be with him, she promised herself to show who she really is and this is who she really is. Wala siya sa mood at medyo masakit likod at balakang niya.

Thanks to the man who's currently locking her office door and started to walk towards her. Blooming talaga ito, anina pa niya napapansin. Lalo na aninang umaga ng magising sila, ganda pa ng ngiti nito tapos hindi siya tinigilan sa pang-aasar. Natulugan niya kasi ito kagabi.

"Wala ako sa mood mag-turo." Simpleng ani niya bago tumayo sa upuan niya bago umupo ng paharap sa hita nito. "Masakit din likod ko pati balakang." Reklamo niya bago ito mahinang hinampas. "Inaantok din ako. Madaling araw na tayo natulog tapos ikaw parang wala lang." Kinurot niya ito. "Ang daya."

Calcifer chuckle before hugging her back while kissing her neck. "Hmm. Sorry darling. I guess I was rough last night." She can see him grinning from the side of her eyes. Mahina niya itong kinurot bago tinago ang mukha niya sa leeg nito. He is rough last night but that's not the issue. Calcifer hum, na para bang nagtatanong sakaniya. "Do we have a problem or you just want my loving."

"I just want some loving." She answer. Agad naman napatigil si Calcifer sa paglaro nito sa buhok niya, he immediately put a space between them before looking at her with eyes full of confusion and fear. "I can be nonsense most of the time and demanding. I'm just being me — " She lean on him before resting her chin in his shoulder. "And me just want you here."

The room went silent until Calcifer speak, more like ask in a small voice. Parang takot pa ito mag-salita. "You're not gonna leave, right?"

"Leave?" She retorted before looking at him. She can see how visible upset yet scared he was, it stunned her. Nagtataka din siya kung bakit nito naisip iyon. Wala naman siyang ginawa. "What do you mean by that?"

"I don't know." He let out a strained chuckle before looking down. "The changes in you, it's good darling but I don't think I did or prove enough for you to be yourself around me." Paliwanag nito habang nilalaro ang ID cord na nasa leeg niya. "Nakakatakot. Parang naging ganito ka lang saakin para mag-pasalmat at iiwan mo ako."

Alam niyang naapektuhan niya si Calcifer dahil sa pinagsasabi niya. He had every right to doubt her action because of her but she never knew how deep it was until now. Totoo na hindi niya alam kung bakit ganito ang binata sakaniya, hindi niya din alam kung ano meron dito kung bakit hinayaan ang sarili niya umabot sila sa ganito, but being with him all these time.

She feel appreciated, at last she didn't feel like she was an outcast. She belong to something. She means to someone.

Small time, Calcifer already make her feel a lot of things. Make her break a lot of promises and norms that she had over the years. He really did and yet. She's stuck in the most frustrating and scary situation. This all affected her but what more the man who put himself to all of this. If he really love her like he always claim, it must be painful. To be kept in the dark cause she knew that feeling but the difference everyone knew but few really know the truth.

Either way, both are painful and can drive you crazy. It does things to you and one of them is always thinking it's your fault and they're gonna leave you, always and if they don't it will never end good. Tinitigan niya ang binata bago hinalikan ang labi nito bago kinuha ang tali sa buhok niya at inilagay iyon sa pulsuhan nito.