I'm yours, Professor (Quadro Series #2)

Chapter 31

"So all along you've been faithful to the relationship?"

"I have and always have been. She came from a respectable family and considering her job. Kaya hinayaan ko na ang panglan ko na lang ang madungisan keysa sakaniya. That's how much I love her but enough is enough."

She stop that video and look at some comment below it, all the comments on it were throwing hate on her and her so called lover, mentioning all her social media. She close it before scrolling down more and see his Mom and Alina in a thumbnail. The title below it hurt her feeling but despite that she ignore and play the video. She skip in some irrelevant part and stop when they finally talk about her.

"How about the issue about your oldest daughter Attina, galit ba kayo kay Gillian dahil nag-salita ito laban sakaniya?"

"Hindi na ako nagulat pa ng malaman ko ang issue. Attina is very much like her father. Nag cheat din iyon saakin noon."

She could hear some murmuring in the video, even the talkshow host look shock. Pakiramdam niya namingi siya. Her father didn't cheat, he never did. They were happy until he died because of heart attack. Pakiramdam niya sinuntok ang dibdib niya. Hindi siya maka- paniwala na pati tungkol dito kayang pagsinungalingan ng Mom niya. Para lang maging malinis ang pangalan nila.

"My marriage with her father is a nightmare, I was taken advantage of, wala akong magawa kundi pakasalan ang lalaking iyon, and in the end the cheated on me. Hindi na ako nagulat na magka -pareho lang sila ng biological father niya."

Parang namingi siya. Wala siyang ibang gusto gawin kundi puntahan ang Mom niya at kausapin ito tungkol dito. All of these were lie. Her father couldn't do all of these! How dare she throw dirt on her father's name? She can still clearly remember how her grandma talk about her father. Her father killed himself because of her Mommy. Alam niya iyon dahil sa testament na iniwan ng Papa niya.

Kaya hindi niya kayang pag- usapan tungkol dito. Lagi itong pumupunta sakaniya noon para lang makita at mabisita siya. She always thought they were good back then but because of his testament doon niya nalaman ang totoong sitwasyon nila noon. It hurt her, her father loved her Mom. Matapos ng lahat ng iyon. Paano nagawa ng Mom niya na siraan ng ganito si Papa?

"So are you saying that you still took her in after what his father did?"

"Yes. I love her, kahit pinaapalala niya saakin ang pinaka-masamang memorya na meron ako. I did my best to raise her to be a good woman pero mali ako. Wala akong anak na kayang gumawa ng ganiyan. "

"I totally agree with my mother but after every love we offer her, hindi naging sapat iyon sakaniya. She still able to betray Gillian and us, her family for a random man."

"Darling?" She hear Calcifer called out but she can't move or even say anything.

Halos hindi niya alam ang gagawin. These people are they really throwing dirt to her name in public. After everything they've done to her. She can feel her throat throb as tears started to fall from her eyes, narinig niya ang pinto bumukas pero wala pa din siyang pakialam. Hindi niya kayang pigilan ang sarili niyang hindi umiyak. Ang sakit, sobra.

"Darling, tapos na sila and — Ganda, what happen? Bakit ka umiiyak?"

She sob uncontrollably as Calcifer hug her. She immediately wrap her hand around him as she bury her face in his neck. She want to stop crying but she can't. Sobrang nasaktan siya sa ginawa nila. Alam niya na mangyayari ito dahil sa ginawa niya pero iba pala kapag nandito kana mismo sa sitwasyon. Iba ang sakit, akala niya wala lang iyon sakaniya.