Jus Nou Drein Jus Daun

Secret of the Commander

Lexas pov:
My eyes flutter open. I don't move as I already feel excruciating pain from my stomach. I look over to see my adorable blonde, sitting patiently on her chair.

She notices I'm awake and leans in closer, her elbows now resting on the bed. "Hey.." She says softly with enthusiasm in her voice.

Instead of answering her with words, I nod slightly with a reassuring smile as I look down at my wound. I place my hand on hers and look back at her beautiful blue eyes.

"How long have I been asleep?" I ask, my voice low and raspy. Clarke looks down at the device on her wrist, as they call it a watch. "A few hours.. I was so worried." She says with sympathy, and a slight smile.

I admire her then look around the room and surprisingly see Murphy sitting on a chair next to her, his head dropped down, I couldn't tell if his eyes were shut or not, until he repositions himself on the chair, his head hanging over the back of it, he was in fact asleep.

Clarke catches my glance at him and turns around and slaps his leg with the back of her hand.

He jolts up and returns the annoyed look to Clarke and looks over at me.

"Welcome back!" He says half asleep.

I roll my eyes and smile at his words. Clarke opens her mouth but is interrupted by a faint grunt.

Clarke and Murphy look at each other and roll their eyes, Clarke looks back at me who's looking at them confused.

"Yeah they haven't learned what quiet sex is." Murphy says annoyed looking at the tent flap standing up.

My eyes widen at the words that come out of his mouth. "What?" I ask genuinely concerned.

Clarkes eyes widen at Murphy signaling him to shut up.

"Well now we just left her hanging." He says sarcastically again. Clarke sighs and looks over at me once more.

"You know.. when two people love each other they.." "I know what sex is Clarke." I cut her off.

Her eyes seem to widen slightly, but she isn't shocked nor surprised.

Although Murphy sure seems so.

I look over at him and squint at him. "Sorry just.. didn't know the commander knew what sex was." He says raising his hands up slightly.

I shake my head and look over at Clarke for an explanation. "Who is having sex?" I ask.

Clarke hesitates to answer while in shock that I'm using the word.

"The hell Clarke, just spit it out it's Octavia and Raven." Murphy says annoyed.

I suddenly choke on nothing. "What?" Clarke clicks her tongue at him and looks back at me and starts to examine my wound.

"I heard you felt this whole thing." She says still examining the wound like Nyko did it wrong.

I don't respond, instead I swallow anxiously.

"Alright I'm gonna go tell them to shut up before my ears explode." Murphy says starting to walk out of the tent.

"Hey! Don't.. we'll tease them with it later.." Clarke says with a grin.

Murphy seems to like the idea as he pauses and turns around nodding.

This will be fun to watch in the morning.

"Alright well.. I'm going to my tent where I can sleep comfortably." Murphy says turning back to the exit and walking out.

Clarke holds up her middle finger at his back as he exits the tent, which I've learned that the sky people use as a way to say 'fuck you.'

She quits examining the wound and looks back at me.

She leans closer and presses her lips on mine.

I start to kiss back, we hold this kiss for longer than I had expected.

We part after what seems to be longer than a minute and look at each other, admiring one another.

"Get some rest." Clarke says softly.

"I'll be back."

I nod at her and watch as she exits the tent.

I let out a shaky breath after she leaves knowing I cannot fall asleep without her presence.

I haven't told anyone about this but, I tend to have these.. nightmares.. horrible ones.
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This one was pretty short and crappy but I have some news
So I sadly start school tomorrow which gives me less time to write, so I will try as best as I can to continue the story!
Also, I decided to change my writing style bcs this ones just easier for me