Becoming you

Chapter 7

You heard Sehun arriving little after you did and you felt relieved. He was free to do whatever he wanted but it made you feel so sick just imagining Sehun could have been doing something with that girl. You were being stupid and selfish. Sehun wasn't anything yours; he wasn't your boyfriend or even your friend. You had to right to stop him doing something but you couldn't help feeling jealous. Sehun always made you feel so torn. You wanted to be that girl but at the same time you didn't want to be one more girl for him. He was used to be with a different girl every day and you weren't sure he was the kind of boy to be in a serious relationship.

You stayed there lying on your bed as you heard Sehun walking around the room next to yours. You looked at the present he gave you. If he continued being such a tease, you'd need it more than one. His present surprised you at first and even offended you, but then it made you laugh. He was the only one who could give you such a thing. You could have never dared to buy one yourself. It was so embarrassing for you. Gosh, you didn't even know how to use it properly. Being still an inexperienced girl, you were sure you were going to hurt yourself or something. What you knew about it was because of TV, Internet or Haneul. She was always very talkative when she was drunk. You could still hear Sehun in his room. You felt the need to go there but what were you supposed to tell him?

"Hi, Sehun. You know, I was really jealous today and I'd like you to leave your womanizer's life and be just with me?" It wouldn't work. He must hate you after the way you treated him. You slapped him twice and always replied in a moody way. You had two options: you could continue to treat him like that, so he would give up eventually and you could move on, or being nice with him and try to get at least his friendship. You chose the last one. Although it would be a torture seeing him with other girls, you needed to be with him in any way. Leaving him wasn't an option for you at that moment. You had to try to get along with him and you had to do it as soon as possible.

The next morning, you wake up determined to be the nicest person anyone could have ever imagined. Well, the nicest person Sehun could have ever imagined. You went to take breakfast still in your pajamas and found Sehun and Haneul already sat at the table.

"You're just on time. I just made some coffee and toasts", Haneul said. You took the food and sat beside Sehun. You observed them both. They seemed quite glad if you don't take into account yesterday's fiasco.

"Did you sleep well last night?", Sehun asked you. You just looked at him dazed. "Hey! Are you still sleepy?", he spoke again.

"Hmmm?", you mumbled. You couldn't understand anything; that kind of kindness wasn't like him. But in typical Sehun fashion, he had to go and ruin it.

"Did you use my present yet?", he asked. You choked with your coffee.

"What present?", Haneul asked interested.

"Nothing really", you managed to say.

"I gave her a gift yesterday but it seems she didn't like it", Sehun replied looking directly at you.

"Really? What was it?", Haneul asked again. She wasn't to give up until she knew.