Becoming you

Chapter 20

He took off your underwear and stared at you for several seconds. It was driving you nuts that he was still dressed when you were already fully naked. His gaze traveled from head to toe and it felt as his eyes were touching you. It didn't make you feel nervous or insecure; on the contrary, you wanted his eyes on you all the time. But yet, he didn't touch you.

"Please, Sehun", you begged. You needed him to touch you; you needed him to do something. Anything. Why was he keeping a little bit of a distance?

"Let's play a little first", he said.

"Play?", you asked confused.

"You have no experience. I can't just start fucking you. I need you to be ready and wet as possible for me", he replied. He sat on the bed, his head against the headboard, and pulled you to straddle him. He was fully hard beneath you. "You know, the more I withhold, the more you'll want it and the more ready you'll be for me", he said as he touched your neck. It was a simple touch but it made all your body shook. His hands then traveled down to your breasts, massaging them slowly. He kept one hand on your breast and lifted his other one to your face, rubbing his thumb over your slightly open mouth and then pushing a finger inside. You instinctively sucked his finger, throbbing between your legs as he looked at his finger moving in and out of your mouth. He licked his bottom lip and pulled his finger out. Then he rubbed your right nipple as his other hand continued massaging your left boob. Desperate to touch him, you slid your hands under his shirt and began to roam them through his chest.

"You're impatient, aren't you?", he smirked, causing the muscles between your legs to squeeze. "You can take it off if you want", he said. You lifted it over his head quickly, making his hair to become messy. You bent down and kissed his chest gently. When you backed away, he stroked your face; his fingers trembling.

"Sehun", you said. He then sighed and buried his head in your neck. "What's wrong?", you asked, tangling your fingers in his hair.

"You're not the only one nervous here", he said against your skin.

"Why that?", you asked.

"It feels like a first time for me too. I've never been... in love before. I've never been so nervous with anyone. I don't want to hurt you", he replied. Your chest were so close that you could felt his heart beating uncontrollably fast against you. You took his face and made him look at you.

"You won't hurt me, Sehun", you replied as you kissed him gently. Something seemed to awaken him as he flipped you over onto your back and kneeled above you.

"You're so beautiful", he whispered as he slid a finger inside of you. "God, you're so wet", he groaned as he pulled his finger out. With a hungry look, he took off his pants and boxers, freeing his glorious length. He leaned against you and kissed you with the burning passion you were craving for. His mouth then moved from your lips to your breasts and bully, until it reached your womanhood. He licked your thigh, biting it a little and then lifting one of your legs over his shoulder. He spread your other legs with his hand and pressed his mouth against your mound. He began to slap over you. It felt so incredible. When he moaned, it vibrated through your core. Then he slipped his tongue inside of your opening as his thumb began to rub your clit.

"Oh my God, Sehun", you moaned. "Shhh... We need to be quiet", he replied. The air coming out of his mouth was brushing against your womanhood, sending shivers along your body. He licked you one last time and smiled up at you. "Now you're ready", he said. You saw him stand up and place the condom over his member. Your body shook with anticipation when he positioned himself on top of you again.

"This is going to hurt", he said. "Hit me, bit me, do whatever you need to do if you're in pain", he continued. He rubbed his dick against your womanhood before he slid it inside of you. It hurt the first time he tried to enter you. You dug your nails into his back to curb the pain.

"Oh God... You're so tight", he groaned. Eventually, the pain became more tolerable. Sehun shut his eyes and panted. "This feels so good; it's so indescribable... Fuck", he moaned. When he began to move, the pain turned into an incredible pleasure.

"Ahhhh... Oh God, Sehun!", you yelled his name out. He was pushing in and out of you slowly, going as deeper as he could. It was the most incredible thing you'd ever felt in your life. You needed to release so badly. Your muscles began to contract as a pinching sensation was growing up in your stomach.

"I can't hold it, baby. I'm going to cum", he panted.

"Ahhhh... Sehun", you moaned as your orgasm hit you. Sehun groaned some inintelligible words as he came, his dick pulsating inside of you. He collapsed on top of you; your bodies shaking at unison.

"Oh my God, that was so incredible", you said trying to catch your breath.

"And we haven't finished yet", he said as he kissed you. You kept in silence for a moment, quietly embracing the moment you both just shared. You felt empty when he pulled out. You were craving for his touch and smell again. He cleaned you out and kissed your womanhood softly.

"Does it hurt?", he asked.

"No, I'm fine", you replied. He lied down beside you, hugging you. You caressed his face softly; his eyes fixed on you intensely.

"Do you feel fine enough to try it again?", Sehun asked. You nodded and wrapped your arms around his neck, pulling him into a wet kiss. He squeezed your butt and spanked it softly. "I love your butt. There're so many things I'd do to it", he smirked. "But that would be in another moment", he continued.

His dick sank into you with ease the second time. It just burnt a little, since Sehun's member were thick and needed to adapt inside of you, but there was no trace of pain. It was just pure pleasure; the most indescribable and amazing pleasure you'd ever felt. It was so different from the first time.

"Fuck, it seems even tighter than the first time", Sehun groaned. Every thrust was more intense than the last.

"Fuck me harder, Sehun", you whispered. He growled and grabbed your hips as he pounded into you faster. You screamed out his name uncontrollably.

"Shhh", he said pressing his mouth against yours to suffocate your moans. But it felt impossible not to scream. I was too good. Trying to hold back the sounds coming out from your mouth was exciting and it was even intensifying the pleasure. But after all the previous moans and screams, the whole block would have probably noticed what you were doing already. But you didn't care at all. You couldn't stop now. You began to match the rhythm of his movements with your body. He then grabbed your ass and lifted it, finding a new angle to thrust into you. You could feel him even deeper inside you. His member was pulsating inside of you so intensely that you could feel the brink of your orgasm. Your body was so hot that you thought you were going to burst into flames at any second. You were shaking; your vision was getting blurred and all you could feel was pure bliss. "Sehun", you screamed in the most erotic voice as your nails pounded onto his back. Your eyes shut and your body completely arched against him as your orgasm pulsed through you. That seemed to put him over the edge. Sehun pounded into you faster as a husky sound came out of his throat.

"Oh God, baby... Fuck!", he groaned as you could feel the heat of his release through the condom.

He kept inside of you until your breaths were becoming normal again. You wished you could be like that forever. He then laid beside you and stroked your face gently as the most beautiful smile spread across his face.

"Did it feel good?", he asked. You couldn't help but giggle. There were no enough words in the world to describe what you just shared with him. "I guess it did", Sehun smirked. You cleaned yourselves up and laid down on the bed again. Your legs tangling with each other as Sehun pulled you into his chest. Your bodies still smelled as sex. You felt so relaxed, so full, so satisfied. Sehun was leaving soft kisses all over your face as he rubbed your back gently. He was so caring. You shared the most intimate experience two people could have, the supreme expression of love. He was the only one who could make you feel like that. The only one you wanted to make you feel like that. Exhaustion must have gotten the best of you because you didn't even remember falling asleep.