1. One last cigarette

Chapter 44: Please

It's hard to believe that I've been here for 5 months now since Noah made me watch a movie to fall asleep we've been doing it every night and I've been sleeping better.

Steven's done with school in a month and he asked to move into his own house when he graduated and I hesitantly agreed not wanting him to be on his own this soon but Noah convinced me and I saw Steven's point more, he's been doing so good in school with the new principle and he's top of his class in some subjects.

Alex and Isabel's been spending most of their time together giving me and Noah more time to be alone.

"Mi amore time to go" Noah yelled into the bathroom for the hundredth time rushing me. Turning the last curl I walked out grabbing my phone. I made Noah match with me today and after promising him to give him all my attention he agreed.

Walking into the pet shop my eyes landed on the little puppies jumping up and down and my heart melted. Running forward Noah grabbed my jacket throwing his arm around my shoulders holding me back while kissing the side of my head.

After realizing that I'd been clean for exactly 4 months he agreed to buy me whatever I wanted and I chose a puppy seeing that he hated the idea he tried changing my mind by denying me to cum 4 times but I really wanted one so I begged Noah to make me cum which of course he did after I played the sir card on him. He was a sucker for the little title he had in bed and I'd used it to my full advantage this time.

"Which one love?" he asked walking past the kennels.

Seeing two puppies alone cuddling with each other I walked closer to them and a squeal left me at the cute faces looking back at me.

"Pretty boy?" I whispered biting my lip hoping he'd catch on. "What's wrong pretty girl?" I guess he couldn't read my mind. "Could we maybe get both of them?" I pleaded giving him the best puppy dog eyes I could form and he shook his head closing his eyes trying to not look at me.

In the past 4 month I've changed so much from the old Sofia, I've let Noah in and I've shown him the vulnerable side of me that no ones seen before. I felt safe with him knowing he's been making sure I had no doubts about him every day leaving me little notes if he had to go somewhere when I was still asleep, he called me every day at work and he made sure he was home in time for dinner every night.

"Sofia no" kissing his hand I waited for him to open his eyes and when he did I started my begging "Please Noah they're us look at them please, please, please" Smiling brightly up at him when he took a deep breath looking at the puppies who had come closer. A shop assistant came strutting towards us and gave me a forced smile before turning to Noah. "Is your sister bothering you" she almost moaned out pushing me out the way while placing her hand on Noah's chest. Noah locked eyes with me and I squeezed in between them removing her hand from his chest. "I'd prefer you keeping your hands of my man before you lose them, seeing that this is your job could you scurry along and find me your manager maybe he could help you find the manners you've seen to have lost" I smiled placing my hand on Noah's cheek pulling him down when I saw her face twist in anger but before she could reply I pulled Noah down fully biting his lip causing him to groan at the action before I pulled away seeing her storm off.

"Your man?" Noah teased drawing circles with his thumb on my hip.

Realizing what I said a blush took over and I hid my face in his chest that was vibrating with laughter. A tall guy came walking towards us and told us that he was the manager. Explaining what happened I made sure he knew how disrespectful his employee was and he apologized for her sake and asked if he could help us with something but before I could speak Noah did pushing me away while demanding that I went to get everything the dog needed.

Pouting at his words I knew only one would be coming home with me so I got enough toys for him or her to not feel unloved and sad for leaving the other.

When I got to the cashier he'd already took the puppy outside so I paid and got in the car.

"Mi amor that's not enough" he pointed towards the shopping bag and I pulled out everything showing him that it was enough but he chuckled telling me to look in the back. Tears rolled down my face and a look of worry washed over his face "What? Is it not the ones you wanted? We can go cha-" jumping into his lap I kissed him cutting of his rambling.

The two puppies laid next to each other on Noah's jacket and I felt over whelmed with happiness.

"Noah"

"Sofia"

"I'd walk to hell if it meant I could hold your hand" I confessed.

"I love you too Mi amore"

'Loves me? '

'Noah Martinez fucking loves me?'

'HE LOVES ME!!!'