Nayeon has been my girlfriend for almost 3 years. It feels like heaven for the both of us in the beginning but as time goes by, our relationship couldn't help but pass through real rough roads.
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She was usually the one saying those lines, "i miss you so bad", "let's go out", "let's cuddle" and more sweet words but it's been a month i've been missing those words from her.
She would always drop anything just to see me but these days, i'm the only one doing it unlike before, both of us would sacrifice just to meet.
It's 6pm and i just got home from work, i told her i would drop by her house so we could spent the night together again.
"Hey, i missed you." I uttered once Nayeon opened her apartment door.
"Hey, come in." She smiled. I entered and went straight to her sofa bed, pulling her to me.
"Don't you miss me too?" I'm not the type who say these things but i don't care when it comes to her.
"I missed you too." She pinched my chin while hugging me.
"Doesn't seem like it." I joked. "Just kidding, you look very tired today. You need to rest." I was about to tighten the hug but she suddenly stood up and went to her bedroom.
She didn't say a word and laid in her bed alone. It somehow feels off, but i just let her sleep for her to rest and thought it was a long day for her.
I also fell asleep after a few hours and found Nayeon in the kitchen, who is busy cooking something.
"Had a good sleep?" I hugged her from behind and she just nodded after touching my head with her palm.
She let me stay until we ate our dinner, it was really a different one. She was not talking to me while we're eating and watching television. I couldn't take it anymore so i talked to her.
"Hey, are you okay?" I asked her.
"Mm." Nayeon nodded again.
"Is there something wrong? Are we.. Are we still okay?" My heart was aching while asking her.
"We're okay babe, what's with the question?" She suddenly frowned a bit.
"I mean, everything is not the same anymore. I don't know why but i feel like you're getting distant from me." I said.
"What the hell are you saying?" She turned off the television and faced me.
"Is something wrong with me? You can tell me what's wrong. Say what you want me to change, what you don't-"
"Nothing has changed, Y/N. Stop overthinking and overreacting." She stood up and put the dishes on the sink, leaving me on the table.
Maybe she was right, i think i'm just overthinking and overreacting. "I'm sorry Nay, i just hate feeling this way."
I said sorry but she just ignored me and continued doing some random things from her kitchen. After a few minutes, i've decided we should not let this slide so i went to her.
"Nay, do you still love me?" I said after blocking her way, she's definitely ignoring me. This is making me crazy.
"Stop that, Y/N." She shoved me to the side but i pulled her wrist.
"Why can't you answer me-" I did not let go of her wrist that she's trying to pull away from me.
"I love you. Are you happy now!?" She forcefully threw her hand down so she could remove my grip.
"What is happening with you?" I was starting to get irritated from her very unusual behavior.
"What? Have i changed? Are you disappointed that i failed to do what i promised that nothing will change? Then leave me!" Nayeon shouted.
"I don't care if you have changed, i'm just asking what's wrong but you kept ignoring me. I'm not going to leave you, Nayeon." You said and went closer to her but she was slowly stepping away.
"Leave me." She said.
"W-What?"
"I don't feel anything anymore. I was trying to feel the butterflies i felt before with you but they are gone now." She admitted.
"Are you serious? I entered this relationship because i want to marry you! Did you just love me to feel those butterflies you're saying?!"
"Yes.." She simply said.
"Why is this so easy for you? Are you r-really throwing everything we had for 3 years?" My eyes started tearing up.
"I said what i said, Y/N."
She was saying it like she's casually asking me to buy her favorite food like before, but now..
She's asking me to leave her.
"I don't love you anymore, just let me go."
Those words felt like i was being tortured until i couldn't fight anymore. It felt like i'm dead alive.
I thought we just needed some space, but i realized Nayeon really wanted to end this relationship we shared for years.
