99 Poems

Your arms, Your heart{My Kingdom, My Heaven}

How can you love with a broken heart?

What will you feel if you were torn apart?

How can you live with an empty shell, not a soul?

How can you forget without losing control?

These are the questions that run through my head.

These are the questions that fill my mind in bed.

These are the questions that I long to find the answers.

The only thing I know is that we aren’t meant to be together.

I want to win; I want to continue to fight

But all I can do now is to surrender this fight.

I search for the truth which hides behind the lies.

I search for the hope that I once saw in your eyes.

But I’m lost where I can no longer find the road.

I’m lost where no one seems to care.

I’m here where life is known to be unfair.

Your arms were once my castle where I reign my own kingdom.

But now, they are the chains that bind me from my freedom.

Your heart was once my heaven where I seek to find peace.

But now, it is the one that forces my actions to cease.

I am trapped in my own home,

I am trapped in my own paradise

Where I am imprisoned until the day I die.