Every grain that silently falls
One by one it will be gone
Now that it has all vanished,
I know that it’s better alone
What we had
Was like a clock
The ticking was only buried
When someone had knocked
“Yes? Who’s there?”
I asked through blurry eyes
“It’s me and I’m so sorry”
I closed my eyes; I can’t take any more of your lies
“Yeah right!”
I scoffed, regretting it in an instant
“Can’t you just hear me out?”
You said with a pant
“I’m so sorry”
He pleaded
“Like that wasn’t what you said before”
He doesn’t know what I needed.
“Really, I am sorry”
This isn’t what I wanted to hear
“Why won’t you just admit it!?”
I needed no one to see me cry, no one to be near
“I’ve got nothing to admit!
I love you, you”
He screamed through the door
“Not her but you!”
“LIES!”
I screamed back, I don’t want us to get back together, never
“If you love me, then why did I just see you kissing her?”
I heard him punch the door
But giving up after a few attempts to break down the door
I wiped a tear that I didn’t notice before
Honestly, I want to forgive him but I thought;
“What is this fight for?”
I thought
“He doesn’t deserve me
It’s his loss and my gain.”
That’s it! No more pain!
I’ve always been the one who ends up getting hurt
I’m always the one who ends up shoved down to the dirt
I’m always the one carrying the burden
But not once did he gave me some time to listen
So, yes, it is better alone
Instead of feeling the same pain and regret in the end
You taught me that not everything can be...
Mend
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Poetrya compilation of poems that i've written. it may be about love, hate, regret or any other feelings you can feel in a lifetime. these poems are poems written by a non-proffessional poet so feel free to comment/fan/vote or critique my works. and just...
