The Same Bed

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My thoughts are beginning to corrupt my mind

It tells me you were with another while you were with me

It tells me that you lied

And that you only want to feel free

So now, I’m alone in my head

Thinking of you, memories flashed

Laughing with you, flirting from time to time

Often held hands and kissed

Now I regret those times that I now miss

You sought the warmth of another

Left me behind and went with her

Lying on her bed, kissing her lips

I wipe the tears that stream down my face

I would like to forget the times when we were together, those days

But no, they kept flashing inside my head

I scream for help but no one came

No one cares, no one ever will

no one will ever save me on their own free will

Because of you, I can’t sleep at night

Those memories haunt me when I turn off the light

The warmth from you, I can still feel

What I hate is that I still want more

Even though I know it hurts

I still want you to knock on my door

One question is what I want to ask

Was I just a game to you?

If I was, did you have fun?

Did you even think about my feelings, did anyone?

“It was just you that thought that” that’s what you said

I stood up, remembering those times when we shared the same bed.

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