LVI

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''Do you really wanna know, Harry? Mhm?'' Jonah repeats his question and Harry only he can do is nod, his throat dry.

''You are way too nice and way too clingy. At first, I thought you were cute, but then I saw no future between us and everyone wanted to fuck you and I thought hey, I'd be the one to achieve that. You were by far the most annoying person I ever dated. At least, I would get my dick wet.'' Jonah shrugged and Harry clenched his jaw, trying not to lose his temper or cry. He did not know which was more likely to happen.

''Then why did you want to talk to me now?'' he whispered, not even trusting his voice.

''Because you look so fucking happy with your little boyfriend, your stupid friends. You took my friend away from me and he hangs out with whom? Tomlinson? This is all your fault and everyone will leave you because you don't know how to be in a relationship. You are simply not enough.'' Jonah says and Harry took a few steps back and turned around to leave, when Jonah grabbed his forearm.

''Let go off me!'' Harry snapped and turned walking away from him.

He walked quickly towards the locker were, a hand clasped over his mouth, trying not to let the sobs escape. It's another thing being told you are a good fuck, and a totally another being told you are only a good fuck.

''Harry, no!'' Niall cooed, wrapping his arms around the boy, knowing by his expression that Jonah had done or said something pretty bad. Louis threw the cig that had on his lips, seconds ago on the ground and walked towards his boyfriend, rubbing his hand on his back, trying to soothe him.

''What happened?'' he whispered and Harry just sobbed in Niall's chest.

''It's okay. Just breathe. It's fine.'' Niall reassured him and Oli, Stan, Zayn and Luke gave Louis a sympathetic look, knowing that Harry needed his space and they went to the lockers.

''L-Lou-'' Harry chocked out and Louis froze in his place at the mention of his name.

''I'm here, baby. It's okay.'' he mumbled, glancing at Niall, who looked a bit hurt that Harry was clearly asking for Louis and not his best friend. He squeezed Harry on the shoulder and followed the guys inside.

''Did he hurt you?'' Louis asked him and Harry shook his head, wiping his eyes.

''He t-told me that he did not even like me and I was clingy and annoying, so he'd rather just fuck me and dump me.'' Harry mumbled against Louis' chest.

This was so fucking embarrassing. It did not even bother Harry, that Jonah found him annoying. It did not. He did not even care about Jonah anymore, anyways. It's just...God, how could Harry not see it? How could he not see, that Jonah did not even like him? Was Jonah a pretty good actor or was Harry such a fucking idiot?

And what if Louis gets sick of him and Harry doesn't even realize it? He could definitely not handle that. With Louis, he is just so much happier and he feels like he could trust him, like a friend or a lover or freaking family. What if Louis turns out to be like Jonah in the future? What if Harry changes and Louis hates him for that. Things could go south between them in so many ways and all Harry can thing about is how he does not want to lose him. He just really loves him, you know? Sometimes it hurts. Sometimes he asks himself if he could move on in case they broke up, while sometimes he is convinced they are going to break up. He's just preparing himself for it.

He's just waiting for the day Louis will look at himself in the mirror and think to himself what the hell is he doing here with Harry and leave him.

And the thing is that they've talked about it. He's told Louis how scared he is that one day Louis will decide that it is over one day and Harry will be left alone, but Louis brushed him off and kissed his forehead, telling him that nothing could make him walk out on Harry.

''Harry, I've told you, that not everybody has to like you. There are so many people, that will not appreciate you and honestly, their loss. What Jonah did is so shitty and I am so sorry, baby.'' Louis said, kissing the top of Harry's head and the boy nodded against Louis' neck.

''I love you.'' Harry mumbled.

''Me too, Haz. I don't want you to doubt my love for you, alright?'' Louis asks and Harry nodded.

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A/N thank you for all the votes and 11.7k!!! small chapter but next update on Friday:))))))))))))

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