Antagonists

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Im going crazy. Mad. All because of her.

I said so many stuff last night but I had to lie.

I like her. There, i said it.

I like Azora. I love how she makes me smile when no one else does, how she cares for me, how she smiles at me.

I like her so fucking much it hurts so badly, knowing ill never get her.

She doesn't deserve me. She deserves someone better.

Azora is the first ever girl I've liked, and the last. Its like I want no-one else but her.

Only her.

Shes making me do things I've never done in my life.

Guess what I'm doing?

Yeah, staring at her. She's holding Azalea's little sister. She's 9 months old.

I keep staring at her, watching as she sits the kid on her lap and flinching everytime the baby slaps her face.

Its hilarious.

"Take her back!"

Azalea laughs before taking her back.

I haven't talked to Azora since this morning. We've made eye contact but not one word to each other.

Its killing me, but its all my fault.

She sits next to me and glares at me.

"Why the fuck are you sitting next to me." I snap.

She rolls her eyes. "Because i want to?"

I scoff. "I don't like sitting next to you."

"You don't mind me sleeping next to you though." She mutters before sitting across from me.

I look down at her legs.

"Quit staring." She snaps.

"I'm not, im just thinking about how I've seen tables with nicer looking legs than you."

"I didn't ask about your opinion on legs, jackass." She mutters.

"What the fuck is wrong with you?" I ask.

"What's wrong with me? Its not me whose got bad mood swings. One minute you're an angel and holding my hand. The next time you're like squidward. Grumpy and insults everyone."

"I don't insult everyone. It just you." I say.

"Fuck you."

"I'm good, thanks." I mutter.

Freak.

How am I attracted to a bitch?

"I hate you." She mutters.

"Who said I didn't?"

"Apparently yourself, judging by your confessions last night." She answers.

I glare at her and walk away.

"Fucking bitch." I hear her say.

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I now haven't heard from her all day. Its  10PM, and I'm looking for her.

I cant just not see her all day, I need to see her.

I've looked in the library and the field. Only place left is her dorm.

I enter the code and enter the dorm, finding no trace of the Reids.

Where are they?

I walk to Nio's room. Empty. Tony's room, empty as well.