MCYT x Reader

Slowly (Karl)

Happy late thanksgiving if you celebrate it. So I lied about foolish being the next story, but I do promise a foolish gamers one will be out I just don't know when. Also thanks for 3k reads just two stories ago I hit 2k this means so much to me so thank you. Anyway I was feeling for a heartbreak type a feeling this week. So I came up with this. The song is called •Slowly by Olivia Dean• (the song was a hard choice for me to pick sorry). This story is less than 900 words. So until next week bye!!

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The first time Karl asked me out was the most important day of my life. Karl was mine and I was his. We would stay up, I would watch his stream, hear his first song come out, and saw the evolution of him from being a small creator to what his is today. But recently I felt like that spark we had has dimmed and is going out each day. Now that he is going to places for his platforms and meeting fans. He loved it and after those days he would call me to tell me about it. I would smile about every little things. Slowly we both didn't act like lovers like we did in the beginning.

Tonight Karl is coming home from Twitchcon and happened to be on date night. So that's how I will break it off. The minutes passed but it only felt like hours to me. The seconds were worse. Slowly the door open as gave me a hug with a smile. For i to just smile kissing his cheek. "You ready to go? I know it's late but maybe we can just walk around the park and act like kids again. Maybe give you lesson on the skateboard again?" All I did was nod. My feeling's shift. If I was sure to break-up with him. Maybe it would be different he would stay home more or I can tagged along. Something in me knew that wasn't going to happen. He is still gonna explore the world and new attractions around the world. While I stayed and waited for him to come home. He called my name snapping me out of a trance. He waited for me by the door, "You ready?"

We parked at a lot where there was a park alongside a skatepark. He held his skateboard while holding my hand. Since the ride I never spoke a word. My guess that karl was gonna question it once we started to walk. For now, I'm gonna make this moment last. So that what I did we played around the park. The laughter could be heard by the cars in the lot. With the smile of ours was enough to fill the warmth around us.

Next was to the skate park. Karl did some of his trick as I took in everything to the leaves that fall to the cement up to the moon marking it is was only 11 pm. Karl kept skating as my face fell to my shoes. I didn't know I was in a trance till I tear appeared from my eye to the cement. Blinking quickly, pulling my phone out of my pocket to notice my eyes red. Karl glanced at me to see my eyes covered. Running over I tried to hide my face but he saw the tears from my cheek. "What's wrong y/n?" No words were to escape my lips just cries when he asked that single question. All he did was hold me telling me it was gonna be okay. But it wasn't. "It's not gonna be okay Karl." I was frustrated but not at him. "Karl nothing gonna be okay. I love you Karl so much-," he interrupted putting his hands on my cheeks wiping of my tears. "I love you y/n," I just shake my head standing up. "Karl we aren't a couple.," that's what caught his attention, "We don't act like a couple. We don't show it to each other even to our friends. Karl we act like friends. Best friends at most." My eyes looked at Karl's taking his hand off my cheeks to stroke his. Facing down, "As much as it hurts me to say, we don't love each other like how we did in the beginning" I held his hand waiting for a response from him but he never spoke. All he did was holding my hand. I knew deep down he didn't want this to be his reality. He thought it was a joke and the cameras will come out. And I will say , you just got pranked baby! As the seconds turned to minutes, he knew that it wasn't a joke and it was his reality. "How long have you noticed it?" Was his first question. Taking in a breathe, "2 months ago. I didn't realize it till how we acted towards each other and when you left for a trips. I was so used to it. But I didn't wanna believe it till others started to point it out."  My voice cracked as he said on the board of his. Slowly it dimmed on Karl that what I was saying is true. That it came to a habit. He didn't want to admit it. He loves me. I love him. But the spark isn't as bright as where we both started it as the beginning.

The lovers that went into that park walked out as a two broken hearts.