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Black Out Days(Dsmp)

Hey, im back. Thanks for 7k read!!!! . So I wanted to try out this idea I had. So I hope you do enjoy this. This is about c!y/n and involves the explosion. Y/n view and who she is a little. The song today is Black Out Days by Phantogram.

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My name is y/n. I live in the Kinko kingdom alongside Karl, Sapnap, George, and Tina. I was one of the founders alongside Dream, George, and Sapnap. Then later we meet Alyssa and Callahan. We 6 together. We were versed the mobs or the raids. But soon more visitors came and Dream offered them a home. Then Alyssa left one day only saying it was her time. Then Callahan. It was back to us 4. Then war came. L'Manburg. Mexican LManburg. Dream Xd. Pogtopia. Lives lost. Ghost. Manburg. Finding the end portal. Dream in Prison. Book of Revival. Book of Death. Dream escaping. There is more but too much to recall each little thing. Sapnap would come to my house and would punch the wall. He had a whole building to do that but somehow he comes here. Like tonight.

He came rushing in starting to punch my wall as I started to run downstairs. He punches a specific spot when he is angry, frustrated, sad, or sacrificed. It s near the picture between him, George, Dream, Alyssa, Callahan, and me. I glanced at him and then at the wall. His punches were harder than ever before. He warned me that if he were to bleed on that wall stop him. Stop him from breaking his hands. The closer I looked the bandages he had around his knuckles were turning red.

"Sapnap comes on ," I rush towards him trying to get a hold of his fist. I didn't care for my well-being. I didn't care if my hands were to be broken or my face to bleed. I tried to go between the wall and him. His face is red. His nose is running. The tears of his eyes fell down to the floor. This Sapnap. He's different from all the other times he punches the wall. This one was heartbroken, sad, and disappointed. As if the world is ending.

Crash

I glanced to the side of the wall to see the picture of everyone on the floor. The glass for it was broken. He heard the sound. He stopped punching that wall. He turned to see the frame broken. Kneeling down to hold it up showing all of our faces happy. Together. Before anyone came to our home and them leaving. To turn back the photo seeing the signature.

'Always Together'
That quote is a lie. That quote is like a promise and that promise is broken. That quote brought chaos. Everyone said a version of that quote. All it gave is pain, wars, and death. Nothing comes out to be okay or fine. Everything gets ruined. 'Always together,' gets ruined even if you are the last one to try and bring everyone together.

Crying in front of anyone shows weakness.
That is what I lived by. If you cried in front of someone that is how they get you. They see you at your bottom. They know your weakness. And my weakness is a fucking photo of  6 friends conquering this world. My weakness is in my hand and someone is here to see it. To see me cry over a photo. 'Why is the photo a weakness? That's a stupid weakness'  many would ask. But that photo brought me peace. That photo made me feel like I had a home. That photo made me remember that memory and one day that we all will be friends again.

Feeling someone touch my cheek. To see Dream in front of me with a smile. His real smile. Not the mask. He looked younger. He pulled to me into a hug. This is the dream I remember. Somehow I only remember this dream. I tried to think of another memory but nothing. Turning my head to see everyone there. Sapnap and George yelling about something dumb. While further behind them Alyssa with Callahan. This is the moment I wanted. This is the moment I dreamed of. All of us being together. "Why are you crying y/n?" all I did is brought him back to a hug. He wanted to ask more questions but nothing. Sapnap and George watch the two. Y/n broke the hug and ran to Alyssa making her fall over. Her tears went down Alyssa's shoulder. Missing her. Slowly the boys would be joining the hug. They all hug her.

Author pov

Alyssa was a sister to her and when she left y/n broke down. The only one who saw her like that was Callahan. He couldn't take it when she would cry so Callahan tried to convince y/n to leave. But she couldn't do it at least not now. That's when he left. She was afraid of what would happen to the three. Sometimes she wishes she did leave. But she stayed with her gut feeling and stayed. Y/n was broken. She betrays Sapnap and George by working with Dream. Then betrayed Dream helping Tommy and Tubbo escape his madness. She had guilt while betraying the three men she loved very deeply.

Now y/n after seeing them she was free. Free from pain. From guilt. From betrayal. She was free and her friends were there. This is her peace.

What y/n didn't know was that they died along with the explosion that appeared that day tubbo sent the missle while Tommy talked to dream and punz in that prison.