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Cherry Hills(Dream)

Hello, hello hello thank you for 29 almost 30k reads and the new saves on this book(also being #5 on the tag of games). I truly appreciate it. The story is mainly about jealousy mostly. The song is, 'Cherry Hills, by Russ. Also if anyone is name Jodi I am sorry for using your name. I hope you appreciate it and see you next week. If any requests let me know

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I would never admit it to him or anyone. Deep down I am jealous. Jealous of how he can get any person he wants. Have a whole crowd. He tried to apologize but it never ended right. One girl I was jealous of. Jodi. She would always touch his arm. Play with his hair. He never stopped her. Never moved away from her. He stayed next to her like a puppy. I watched every time that would happen. She would look at me and smile at me. More of a smirk. She knew what she was doing. Every time I would ask if something was up between them he always says no. But my gut knew that was a lie. So she invited us to a party. He said yes without asking. I trust him but tonight something gonna happen. I knew before we even went to the party.

The lights were flickering and the air smelled like smoke and beer. The music played from the living room. We both went in. He would hold my hand and says to get close and stay with him. But as soon as she saw him next to me. She grabs his arm bringing him to the kitchen for a beer. There I stood under the lights trying to see him in the kitchen. He wasn't there. Making my way to the crowd to where he was. Only to see beers in everyone's hand, a couple making out and shouting to chug a keg. I tried to look around once more till I was in front of the keg. The man next to me gave me a tube. If this night was gonna end bad as I felt before might just make it worse right now. Starting to kneel giving a nod to let the beer flow. The crowd formed around me with the chants, 'CHUG, CHUG, CHUG,' repeating over and over. He turned it off at 5 minutes as I stood shouting. People's hands were up and applauding. My worries started to drown. Making my way back to the living room. The music started to play. Everyone was up against each other with the lights changing. Little by little started to come as a blur. My eyes started to wander till I notice Jodi up against someone. I didn't get to see the person's face. I just thought my eyes were playing tricks on me. Feeling someone dance up against me. The music started to take over me. I just let loose.

No more the 30 minutes, the music for me drowned out as I notice him walking up to me. Midway through a song, the lights change once again to UV lights. He approached me with the lips on his mouth glowed. Trying to get my attention, moving his neck to the side to see the same lipstick there once again. I was scared to look any further. Jodi went against him. Noticing her lipstick smear. She just smiled at me. That same smile as if she had gotten what she wanted from someone. I knew from an instant what happened. Bringing my hand up to slap him. Walking out of the party with him calling me from behind. 'Y/n, please let me explain.' Clay tried to run to me. 'Explain. Explain how her lips and yours were smeared with the same exact color. How your neck has been kissed on,' this was how the night going to end. He never cared for me. He wanted to come to have sex with her. That jealousy rises inside me. 'It's not like that,' he said once. That's a lie. He is a liar. Stopping as I turned to slap him once again. He caught my arm before it happened. Then I tried the other. 'You are a liar. You told me not to worry. You told me she is a friend. You left me at a party while you were with her.' Looking at the guilt in his eyes. He knew I was right. There was no rebuttal to his actions. His actions were the ones that led us to this moment. Us both on the sidewalk and he held my hands down for me not to slap him. He didn't have a rebuttal. Slowly he let go of his hand. I stare at his face. 'You didn't stop her. You both were sober. So don't say you had drinks. I drank for 5 minutes straight of beer. You were sober. So if you wanted to see how further the two of you could go. Go for it. Do anything you want. I'm tired of hiding that jealousy from you. I would slap you once more but there is no point to it. Sincerely from the bottom of my heart, I hope you both go to hell.' My eye started to water as we stare not blinking for a second. I left him standing there on the sidewalk while I walk away. Never hoping to see him again.

That was over a few months, he thought about that moment. How he lost what he truly loved. How their relationship was. He missed her feeling towards him. He blamed himself and he had every right to blame himself. He lost her. Now she is happy. Happy how her life came to be after him. Once in and while she would think of Clay. She wished him the best in whatever he might be doing. But she never wanted to feel that pain again or that jealousy she had. She is free and she loved that for herself.