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The Bug Collector (Wilbur)

Hey, thank you for all the saves and 24k/25kreaders.  I'm sorry for not posting last week I had a lot of starting story just didn't know how to continue them but im back. This story is short and I hope you enjoy. Also, this is about y/n everything on death so just a warning. This week song is The Bug Collector by Haley Heynderickx. Also I do take request.

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Laying on the roof is peaceful. But my mind thought wasn't as peaceful. I tried to think about something anything. Nothing was working all I thought about was death. Hearing my door open I look over to see him walking over to the window. He got closer to me as I give a glance towards him. He walked through the window to notice me. 'Well, what are you doing there?' He climbs out laying beside me as I stare at the sky. 'Was thinking and thought this was gonna stop me from thinking.' He stares at me, 'Well is it working?' I shake my head. Recently I've been thinking of death. At first, it was just a random thought. But now it's not. It's was I think about daily. Thinking about how this is the only life I will see before I look at it at someone else. How I will sleep forever and not be in this body. I'm scared of it. I shouldn't be. It's the way of life but I just am. My ramble in my head stopped as I felt his hands over mine. 'Wanna talk about it?' Wilbur asked. If I were to say yes he would just say that it happens to everyone. If I were to say no I would feel bad for just holding it in. 'It's about dying isn't it?' I looked at him and then at the sky with a nod. 'Love you can't be scared of it.' He held my hand tighter. My eyes started to turn watery. 'I can be Wilbur. I want the idea to get out of my head but it is always there in the back of my mind. Creeping up like a spider in a room.,' he tilted his head as I glance at him. I know a bad thing to compare it to but it just comes back into thought when I'm alone looking at the sky or just laying on my bed.' He slides over to sit me up as I continue to ramble.  'I shouldn't be thinking about it but I can't help it. I think of how it will happen. I don't want to be afraid of it but I am. I shouldn't think that deep into it but I am.' Moving my face to look at this you need to breathe before you have another asthma attack.'  my breath was quickening as he stared at me. Placing his hands on the cheek. 'Relax love just think about this moment right now okay.' Wilbur says. I stare at his eye. How he has been there for me even before were a couple. He is the one person I trust deeply. I will tell him anything and he will tell it to me straight. My mind went elsewhere as I looked at his eyes. His brown eyes. When he helped me relax I would stare in his eye. Alongside his words, his eye were the ones to calm me down. I never knew I could cry just staring into his eye till I felt my tears sliding down my cheek. His finger wipes them off. He gave a soft smile even when it was quiet. His smile is what keeps me out of my thoughts. Out of thinking about something that won't happen till I'm old. 'You are calm my love. You are with me forever you know that. Whenever you think about things like this you tell me. Even if it doesn't happen til you are older. I would hear your thoughts even when I'm old and can't hear. But Darling death happens to all of us. If you are too busy thinking about it now you won't live your life to the fullest. So whenever you start thinking about it think of this moment.' He brought me a hug as I held him deeply. Smelling his cologne. With my tears on his shirt. Pulling back I give a small nod. He gave me a soft kiss. 'Thank you Wilbur' he gives a nod bringing up my hand to place a kiss. 'Of course y/n'