-Do you feel better? - he asked me, when I leant to his chest.
-Not really. - i groaned.
-It stayed in. - i sighed.
-Take my hand. - he offered, and helped me stand up.
-I'm sorry.
-For what? - he raised my chin.
-Your sisters are gonna think i'm a freak. Because i disappear for half an hour and you come after me.
-They won't. And if they do, that's their fault. Wash your face, please. You still look extremely pale.
As i looked into the mirror, my white face was the first thing i saw. Fabulous. I carefully wet my face, and then dried it with a towel he handed me.
-Mer. - he stopped me, when i kept looking at the ground, ready to leave.
-Mhm?
-Just tell me if you feel sick. Again. Or nauseous. Please.
-Fine. I feel nauseous. - i told him.
-Do you want to stay?
-No. Let's go back. Just please don't make me eat anything. - i took his hand again, and locked my fingers.
-I love you. - he kissed my lips, pecking them once.
-I do too. - i exited in front of him, holding his hand as it was my vest. When we reentered the dining-room, eyes were on us. Or me, to tell the truth. I felt like i was blushing, but i knew in reality i was still as white as a wall.
-Meredith, are you okay? - his mother asked me. And i just nodded once, unsure of what to give as an explanation.
-What happened? - Nancy raised an eyebrow, watching me closely.
-I..- i started, trying to figure out what to tell her.
-Nancy, please let it go. - Derek told her in a warning voice.
-But you feel fine? Because you are really pale. Maybe you should eat something or - Kathleen offered, but the thought of food simply made me gag.
-Uhm..yeah. I'm fine. Thanks. - i told her quietly, trying to show myself confident, while my insides did backflips.
-Leave her alone. She just needs some water. And privacy. - I heard Amelia's voice out of the blue.
-Yeah, thank you. - i thanked her, and she just nodded with a 'don't thank it' look, and poured me some water.
-It's getting late. How about i start cleaning up? - her mother offered.
-We'll help you. - Derek stood up with his sisters, and i followed him.
-You stay.
-I am not sick. - i whispered to him as they started taking the first doze of plates out.
-Technically, you are. You just stay where you're at. - he held my arm warmly.
-Derek, i am helping. So let me go. Please. - i forced myself to stand up.
-Meredith, you are dizzy. And still pale. I know you. So you sit back down. Or go to the couch.
-I really hate you right now. But fine. - i gave up, knowing damn well i couldn't win this fight. I took my way towards the living-room, and some steps followed me as i sat down.
-Hey. - Amelia greeted me.
-Hi. - i smiled at her as she sat down.
-I know you probably don't want to tell me this. Derek knows. And it's enough for me. - my hand slid over my stomach unnoticeable.
Just..you know. - she shrugged her shoulder.
-It's always good to know you have someone who has your back.
-Thank you. - i smiled at her.
-You're gaining some color. - she looked at me.
-Takes time. - i told her apologetically, and soon her sisters started to arrive too, ready with the packing.I was cuddling in bed with Derek, while Zola was deeply asleep next to us in a crib, in his room.
-Today was great. - i told him sleepy.
-Yeah. It was. - he ran his hand up to my shoulder.
-I love that Zola is so...friendly. And cute. - i added, thinking of our baby.
-Berry will be too. - his hand caressed my stomach, which was now revealed, after a full day of hiding it.
-Your sisters don't know, do they?
-No. Mum maybe. But they don't. - he assured me.
-Good. We're telling them when we know the gender, aren't we?
-Yes. - he agreed.
-Do you think Berry is a girl? Or a boy? - he questioned me, holding my stomach.
-Hmm...Based on family it's a girl. But it can always be a boy.
-What do you want it to be? - i asked him.
-Oh, Mer, i really don't care. If she's a girl, Zola will have a best friend. But if he's a boy, i'll always take him fishing. And he can protect his sisters.
-Sisters? Like in plural? - i raised an eyebrow.
-Maybe they'll have another sister. Once. - he teased me.
-Hey, cupido, first focus on pushing this one out!
-Oh, i am. Just you know. Big family.
-I know. Big family. - i agreed, wanting one.
-How heavy were you when you were born? - i asked him curiously, while i closed my eyes.
-Eight and a half pounds. - he said proudly.
-What? - i opened my eyes in disbelief.
-How big were you?
-Less than six!
-You were a chunky baby! - i pushed him slightly.
-And you are still tiny!
-How am i gonna push out a nearly nine pound baby? - i asked sarcastically.
-You can. - he chuckled.
-Hey, you are not the one who has to give birth through a small hole!
-Luckily. - he kissed my nose.
-Well, i'm gonna curse you when this baby is born. - I sighed.
-You were tiny. And i was a bit bigger. That means baby will maybe be in between. Normal.
-I hope so. - i mumbled, letting my eyes close again.
-Good night.- he hugged me to himself, keeping me in his warmth, recognizing i cannot stay awake longer.Thank you for reading this chapter! Please vote! 🥰
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FanfictionA continuation of the series from season 3. Some changes were made in the storyline, but nothing too huge, basically more focused on their private life, and less on surgery. They take steps more quickly than in the series. Also it becomes more inter...