(Avni Neil) Kis Desh Mein Hain Mera Dil

135.🖤Too Stubborn.....To Bloom🖤

Khanna Mansion::,
After enjoying the rain for some time they goes to the room and after changing their clothes both sleeps peacefully....
Morning ::,
Khanna mansion!!"
Both are sleeping closer to eachother Neil's hands are wrap around her and her hand is at his chest both have a relax expression on their faces. when sunshine makes Avni awake and she get up & fresh up she comes to kitchen to get some coffee for her and Neil, when she was making coffee tabhi sujal tayar hoke neeche ata hai.
Neil:ok Avni mujhe jana hoga
Avni:kahan?
Neil: office!!!
Avni: waise tumne toh nahi bataya tha?
Neil :ohh haan sorry Avni main batana bhul gaya actually aaj bhi thod sa kaam bakhi hai toh islye
Avni: per breakfast toh kar lena??
Neil; nahi its ok mujhe dher horahi hai bye saying he left, where Avni looked on!!!
Avni herself :kya hogaya hai Neil ko?aise toh kabhi behave nahi karts,hosakta hai kaam zaroori ho main aise hi fikar kar rahi hoon,par ab main akale breakfast kaise karun? huh!!! While she makes some light breakfast herself.
after the breakfast she decides to clean the house as she had nothing to do aur waise bhi she wants to decorate her house in her style,kafi waqt woh yehi karti rahi aur aise he lunch time hogaya,,,
Avni herself : Neil ne breakfast bhi nahi kia main call karke kehti hoon lunch karlen and she dials his number but its switch off!!"
Avni: "cell bhi off hai,kya hogay hai Neil ko?woh theek toh haina
Now she getting worry!
Main kya karoon?kaise pata karoon?unke office ka number bhi dead haa raha hai aur mere pass aur number bhi nahin hain,,yeh dd ka number bhi nahin lagh raha hai akhir poocho toh kisko poochu,mera dil bohat gahbra raha hai,while she is thinking her cell rings and she picks up the call,
Avni: Hello.. Neil kaha ho tum kab se tumhe phone kar rahin hu..... Without breaking she start to question
Voice: bas...bas...bas Avni beta Tillu nahin Tillu ki mummy bol rahin hu
Hearing shweatha voice,
Avni herself : mummy ji saying she looked caller name
Avni: sorry mummy ji mujhe lagha Neil hai
Shweatha: wo toh tumare sawalon se pata chala aur tumari pareshaani bhi kya hua beta tum itni pareshaan kyun ho? Aur Tillu kaha hai maine kab se usko call karne ki kaushish kar rahin hu switched off haa raha hain!!"
Avni:ji mummy ji janati hoon ,pata nahi aaj usko kya hua hai woh subah bina kuch khaye piye hi office chala gaya, aur aaj uska mood bhi kuch theek nahi tha,mummy ji mujhe bohat fikar horahi hai uska,,,,she almost in crying state......
shweatha:Jaanti hu beta aaj uska mood teek nahin reheta issliyea toh usko phone kiya
Avni: matlab mummy ji
Shweatha: aaj uske dost ki barsi hai aur aaj ke din woh hamesha aise hi karta hai pichle 5 saal se,akele rehna pasand karta hai kisi se baat nahi karta bas khud ke saath rehena chaata hai
Avni: kya? Dost ki barsi aur iss din Neil akhele rehena chaata hai yeh sab mujhe samaj mein nahin haa rahin hai mummy ji...maanti hu kisi apne ko khone ka dardh kya hota hai kyun ki main khudh uss dardh ko meshoos kar chuki hu par Neil ka kuch samaj mein nahin haa rahin hai mujhe!!!
Shweatha :Avni beta yeh aajse 5 saal pehle ki bat hai jab Tillu ne apna police training keliyea delhi gaya tha aur ussi training mein uska mulakaat Abhimanyu se hua joh wo bhi ussi training mein ayaa tha,,, khudh dono ko pata bhi nahin chala uss che maaina training Mein unki dosti bahut mazboot bangaya tha...tum jaante ho tillu usko apna role model bhi maanta tha!!"
Avni: phir mummy ji
Shweatha : phir kya beta pata nahin kis ki nazar padi unn dono ki dosti par joh ek pal mein saab kuch khatham hogaya tha!!!,
Joh ek mission mein Abhimanyu tillu ko bachathe bachathe khudh ko hi mita diya...
Bas uss din se leke aaj tak woh khud ko abhimanyu maut ka zimedar maanta hai,, jab bhi yeh din ata hai woh bas akela rehta hai kisi se baat nahi karta hai aur na hi apne dard kisi se baant tha hai,,kyunki usse lagta hai uske dost uski wajh se iss duniya se gaye hain,ukse dost ne maut se pehle sirf tillu ke chehere ko uska Aankhon mein basakar wo iss duniya se chala gaya tha....jaanti ho Avni beta woh paanch saal ke zakhm apne seene mein samaye baita hai,,,aab bas kisi bhi taraha uske zakhmon ko marham mil jaayea!!! Avni beta, aaj woh ghar ayega toh bohat alag hoga tujhe usse samjhna hoga beta usse sambhalna hoga tu karegi na aisa? Saying she was cried!!!!"
Hearing all this Avni get emotional
Avni: itna dard ?itni taqleef woh apna andar chupakar baita hain?aur kisi ko khabar tak nahi hone diya,aab mujhe pata chala ki woh kya raaz hai joh woh mujhse kaha tha ki woh waqt ane pe muhe zaroor batayeaga,,,,mummy ji Neil ne bohat seh lia bohat ghut lia andar hi andar aab main usko aur nahi gutne dungi and i promise u that, saying she wipes her tears and their is a confidence in her voice.
shweatha :janati hoon tabhi toh tujhse yeh baat share karliya,kyunki main janti hu ki tu usko bohat pyaar degi meri achi wali bachi hai tu.
Avni :mummy ji apa bhi apne aansu ponch lijiyeaga, aajse koi nahin royeaga na aap aur na Neil samjhe aap? She said in a bit ordering manner...
shweatha :samjh gayi......aur tu apna aur uska kayal rakhna aur aab hum doh din baadh laut rahe hai yaha baarish ki wajha se saare raasta bandh hogaya aur waise bhi mujhe bohat yaad ati hai tum dono ki saying she smiled!!!!
Avni :ji mummy ji mujhe bhi aur waadha karti hun ki, jab aap aaogi toh aao apne tillu se milenge joh uke dil pe koi bojh nahi hoga...
Hearing this Shweatha smiled
shweatha: meri duain tum dono ke satah hai beta,rakhti hoon bye..
Avni:bye mummy ji..
aur phone rakhke Avni bed ke board pe sar rakhke thinks all the things which shweatha told her about Neil.
Avni herself :Neil ne kitna dard daba rakha hai apne dil mein,aur mujhe kaise ehaas tak nahin hua uska dard ka,koi kyun uss baat ka bhoj leke jeeye jismein uski koi ghalti nahi
when she was thinking about all these things ...... she started headache!!, she holds her head in pain aur taken the tablet in the drawer & she have it,
While she again all these things & get asleep...
after a long time Avni wake up and she look at the clock it's 7:00 pm
Avni: kitna time hogaya,Neil ab tak nahi ayaa,i hope woh jahan bhii ho theek ho...,Avni got up and get freshenup!!!!she make tea for herself as b'coz of all the tension.
she is having a bad headache after making tea she take the cup and went to her room while sipping the tea, she saw the time its around 8 pm..
Avni herself :aab tak nahi aye Nein main kya karoon?kaha dhundoon usko?while saying she have a worried expression on face..
Mummy ji se kehe deti hoon and she calls shweatha
shweatha:haan Avni beta bol Neil nahi aya kya ab tak?
Avni: ji nahi mummy ji mujhe bohat tension ho rahin hain,
Shweatha :tu tension mat lena beta main mere tillu ko jaanti hun woh bas ata hi hoga jab ghar ayega toh woh shayd tujhse baat na kare kyunki woh kisi se bhi baat nahi karta hai
Avni :par mujhe ussey baat karni hogi aur main ussey baat kar ke hi rahungi mummy ji woh kyun khud ko gunahgar maan ke khud ko saza dhe raha hain,yeh toh kismat mein likha tha aur haalath ka khel tha joh kon badal paya hai aajtak?
Shweatha:janti hu aur maine bhi bohat kaushish ki usse samjhane ki per ...!
Avni:aap chinta mat kariyea ga mummy ji sab theek hojayega
Shweatha:ok beta bye apna khayal rakhna
Avni:bye mummy ji aur aap bhi apna kayal rakiyeaga saying wind up the call!!!",
aise hi kafi waqt Avni Neil ka intezaar karti hai aaj jaise uska intezaar na kahatm hone wala hai dus baj chuke hain per Neil ka kuch pata nahi hai Avni kabhi khidki pe toh kabhi yahan wahn chalkar kaat ke uska intezaar kar rahi hai per there is no sign of him....!
aise hi Avni kamre mein chakkar laga rahi hoti hai jab Neil kamre mein ata hai aur woh Neil se takra jati hai Neil ki haalat dekh ke Avni ki ankhon se aanso behene jate hain,,, he is drunk fully usse se chala tak nahi jaraha hai his eyes are red with pain he is looking at her with those red eyes aaur apne haath se usko peecha karke he was about to go inside the room jab woh girne lagta hai aur Avni ussse thamne ko hoti hai and he screams at her
Neil:leave me alone,mujhe kisi ki sahare ki zaroorat nahin hai leave me alone.....
Hearing him Avni feel very hurt but she is controlling her tears...
Avni: Nahi..nahi chod sakti main tumhe aise akela suna tumne she said in a louder tone
Neil was just staring her
Avni come close to him & kept her hand on his shoulder,
Avni :kya baat hai Neil,kya pareshani hai tumhe?mujhse kaho na while saying this she holds his face and make him face towards her, now both are looking in eachothers eyes
Neil :chod do Avni mujhe plz tum nahi jaanti main....tum kuch nahi jaanti
Avni: main jaanti hoon Neil sab jaanti hoon
Neil :kya jaanti ho tum?main batata hoon tumhein tum sunna chahti hona toh suno main ek khooni hoon sunna tumne? saying he yelled!!!"
tum ek criminal ki patni ho aur woh bhi aise insaan ki jisne apne hi dost ka......., While saying he sits on the floor by bed holding bed's edge and crying very badly...
looking his condition Avni feel hurt, & also get emotional!!!"
she also sits near him & puts her hand on his shoulder.
Avni :nahi Neil tumne kuch nahi kiya, woh toh kismat mein likha tha tumara koi ghalti nahi hai,
hearing her for a second looks at her and he smiled sarcastically.......
Neil: kismat,kitni ajeeb hoti hai na Avni, sab kuch isne kiya hota hai aur ilzaam lagta hai insaanon per,main apni gunah ko kismat pe nahi daal sakta hoon..., mujhse yeh gunahaa hua hai..,maine ek ghar ki khushain ujaad diya, ek maa se uska beta cheen lia, ek baap se uske taaqat ko,ek maa se uske bete ko, aur khud se ek accha dost yaa yeh kahu ki ek bhai.......main bohat bura hoon Avni bohat bura hoon main!!", hearing this Avni just hugs him tightly & consoled him
Avni :nahi Neil tumne kuch nahi kiya sach mein!!!, ismein tumare koi ghalti nahi hai
Neil: maine tumse bhi yeh baat chupai kyunki main darta tha Avni ki agar tumhein paat chala toh tum mujhse nafrat karogi aur main tumhein khona nahi chahata tha while saying he hugged her more tightly aur apne ansoon se usko bhigo raha hai....
she is moving her fingers in his hair and wants to console him at any cost
Avni :Neil kyun ghuthe hain yun?kyun ek baar nahi sochte ki tumhe aise ghuthe dekh ke tumare family pe khas kar mummy ji pe kya beetti hogi?aur papa ji pe?aur aur.......mujhpe?
While saying she make him looks at her both are looking in eachother eyes.
Avni: main ab tumhe aur andar hi andar nahi gutne dungi bohat seh chuke ho tum!!!! Saying she comes close to him and puts her lips on his cheeks and wipes his tears through her lips, & then does the same on other cheek & make him sleep on bed & take off his shoes and then unbutton his shirt,,, when he pulls her towards him now she was on him,his tears were still rolling from his cheeks....,
she wipes them by her hands she sleeps infront of him and he hugs her on her top she is giving him all the support which he needs and hugs him tightly, moving her fingers in his hair with all the love....,
Neil ke aansoo Avni ko bhigo rahin hain jaise woh apna sara dard, usse banta raha hai & she is feeling so relax ki aisa karne se Neil ka dil halka horaha hai....,
Avni herself :aaj raat Neil ko mujhse har woh cheeze milegi jissey usko sakoon milta hai ,mujhe Neil se bhad ke kuch nahi hai
when she looks at him, he already slept down on her peacefully, she just kept her hand on his forehead,
Avni :kitna dardh dhaba rakha tah tumne apne dil mein?kabhi mujhse bhi nahi kaha aab tumhe koi dukh choo bhi nahi sakta. kyunki ab har dukh ko tumse pehele mujhse guzarna hoga saying she hugs him more tightly and wraps her hands around him and kisses him on his lips gently touches his face with affection she slept on his chest very closer to him.....
Morning :,
Khanna Mansion
Avni Neil Room:,
Avni just opened her eye's & looked at Neil where he peacefully sleeping looking she feel relax & her eye's filled with tears where one drop of tear fell on Neil's cheek.
Avni: tumne ne bohat saza dhe liya khud ko aur wo bhi uss galti ki jo kabhi tumse nahi hui aab aur nahi aab main tumko aur nahi ghutne dungi....
Just when Neil opened his eyes and he touches his face & wipes the tear....
Avni realise that Neil waked up
Avni: uth gaye tum,she trying to behave normal
Neil:hmm, Avni tumhein yeh sab kaise?mom se baat ki tumne?
Avni: jab tumne mujhe iss laik nahi samjha ki tum apne gham ko mujhse baant sakhein toh, mujhe taqleef hui, kal tum bina breakfast kiye aur itne bray mood mein cahle gaye phir jab maine lunch ke liye tumhe call kiya toh bhi tumara cell off tha aur main bohat pareshaan hogai tab maine mummy ji ko phone karne ka socha tabhi unki call agai aur mujhe unhen sab bataya aur unhone mujhe woh sab bataya jo aaj se 5 saal pehle hua tha,jo hua woh taqdeer ka likha tha Neil jise na main badal sakti hu na tum aur na koi aur shayad woh hona hi tha par us sab ke liye tum khud ko dosh dena aur anadar hi andar yun ghuthe rehena yeh kahan ka insaaf hai Neil?tumne socha hai tumhe aise dekh ke unpe kya beetta hai jo tumse pyaar karte hain?mummy ji, papa ji, bebe aur....mujhpe?jaante ho kal tumare woh roop dekh ke main kitna dar gayi thi aur main aab sapne mein bhi tumko kabhi aise nahi dekhna chaaungi.ek mummy ji hain jo 5 saal se tumhe iss aag mein jalta dekh rahi hain kal unse baat karke mujhe yeh eshaas hua ki woh kitni taqleef mein hain tumare iss beahviour ki wajh se!!!
While she was saying all this his head was in her lap and eye's were close.
Neil: tum nahin samjhogi Avni mere dard ko,jisne kisi apne pe inta andh vishwas kiya aur usne apni jaan hi kho di meri jaan bachane keliyea,,, uske aankhon mein sirf mera chehera basa tha tab wo aoni zindagi se akhiri ladai lad raha tha aur main uske liyea kuch bhi nahin kar sakha,, aaj bhi main uska family dektha hu toh bas ek hi kayal aatha hai ki kaash...Kaash wo pal nahin aatha toh aaj uss parivaar ki kushiyon ka koi seema nahin hota,while saying this his tear falls from his closed eyes..
Avni feels it,
Avni: main samjti hu Neil tumare dard,tumare taqleef sab!!!" par kya tum jaante ho ke tum kitna ghalat soch rahe ho?mera ekin karo Neil uss sab mein tumara koi kasoor nahi tha,joh kuch bhi hua wo ek hadsa tha just an accident joh kisi ke saath bhi ho sakta tha,,,, ek baat batao Neil kya tum uss din Abhimanyu ki jaghaa hote toh kya karte??? Kya tum bhi wahin karte hai na ki joh unhone kiya""!bas uss din joh kuch bhi hua wo neeyathi ka khel hai joh hogaya aur tum khudh ko uss hadse ka zimindhar maana bandh Karo,main phirse kehe rahin hu Neil jab kuch bura hone wala hota hai na toh uppar wala kuch halaat khaade karta hai tumare case mein joh hua woh sirf itefaq hai aur kuch nahi believe me plzzzz,, while saying she gets lower and hugs him in that state its like Avni's face is covering Neil's, & he holds her hand tightly and crying like he wants to pour all his pain on her to feel light.....
Later, they separates Avni wipes his tears
Avni: aaj ke baadh inn aankhon mein ansoon ,koi pachtawa aur koi dukh nahi hogi kuch hoga tph bas khushi aur kuch nahi.
Neil :thanks Avni mujhe samjhne ke liye mera saath dene ke liye mujhe toh laga tha jab tumhein pata cahlega toh tum mujhs nafraat karogi per tumne toh muhe usse bhi zyaad pyaar diya, mujhe sambhala aaj dil se bol raha hoon Avni main bahut khushkismat wala hoon ki main tumhein paya
Avni: khushnaseeb toh main hoon Neil joh mujhe tum miley, aab chalo na pata hai main kal se kuch nahi khaya mujhe kitni bhuk lagi hai..
Tum fresh up ho jao main bhi hoti hoon phir main breakfast banati hoon
Neil :kya?Avni tum pagal ho kya?tumne kal se kuch khaya nahi?
Avni :kyun jab tum bhuke reh sakte ho toh main kyun nahi?
Neil: meri baat aur hai apni helath dekhi hai tumne?
Avni :kyun kya hua hai meri health ko?
Neil : nahin, nahin tum toh bahubali ki behehin ho na,,,, tum bahut healthy ho,,,,,aab utho fresh up ho jao aur change karo hum bahar jayeng breakafst karne keliyea!!!,
Avni :par main bana leti hoon na
Neil :koi zaroorat nahi hai
Avni:okay..,saying she goes to the washroom.. Later both get ready!!!
Neil :chalein?
Avni(combing her hair): hmm Neil main soch rahi thi kal gharwale wapis haa rahe hain toh aaj mujhe sab ke liye apni taraf se kuch na kuch lena hai so hum breakfast ke baadh shopping bhi karenege ok?
Neil :as u wish mam aab chalein?ek minute Avni, i want to say some thing
Avni: kya?
Neil :iam sorry Avni
Avni :sorry kyun?
Neil :maine kal naashein tumhein paat nahi kya kay kaha hoga...., main jab gussey main hota hu, mera khud pe kaboo nahi rehta.... Aur uss duraan maine agar tumare saath koi galat behave kiya toh for that Iam really sorry!!" aur.......before he could complete Avni puts her hand on his lips...
Avni :bas... aur kuch nahi tumne aisa kuch nahi kiya jsike liye tumhe sorry feel karna pade, tumari jagh koi bhi hota toh aise hi behave karta....
Neil just taken his hand on her hand,
Neil: tum bahut achi ho Avni (admiring her)
Avni: jaanti hoon kyunki tumse jo judi hui hu aab chalein?
Neil: after u saying he allow her to walk...
she passes a smile and goes to the restuarant
after having their break fast they goes for shopping sabke liye kuch na kuch latay hain lunch karte hain aur phir kuch dher aur shopping karte hain..
Later,they comes home in evening around 6 pm
Neil: ohhh GOD main bohat thak gaya tum ladkiyaa kitni shopping karti ho yaar.....while saying his eyes are close and he is sitting on bed by resting his head on the bed board.
when Avni comes to him & sit with him & she try to press his feet. he opens his eyes
Neil :yeh kya kar rahi ho tum?pagal ho kya?
Avni :kyun?mujhe itna bhi hakh nahin hai kya?
Neil :Avni yeh kya bachpana hai?tum meri patni ho tumhein yeh sab....
Avni :mujhe aisa karna acha lagta hai tumhr koi aaitraaz ho toh.....she was about to go when he holds her hand
Neil :Avni mera aisa matlab nahi tah bas mujhe tumahara aisa karna accha nahi laga tumhari jagh mere dil mein hai...
Avni :aab yeh kya baat hui?jo patni apne apne pati ke pare dabaye uski jaagha uske pairon mien hai yeh kya logic hui Neil?
Neil :yeh meri logic hai u just leave it aur ab nahi dabaogi?sach kahun toh tumhare hath padte hi saare dard aur thaakan aise hi khatam hogaya...
Avni : hmm butter lagana toh tumse se seekhe koi!
Neil :lo aab butter hogaya?
Avni :bikul saying she smiled at him
Neil :jaisa aap sochey
Avni :acha Neil tum rukho main tumare liyea coffee banke ke lati hoon usse bhi u'll feel better
Neil :hmm
she goes to the kitchen & make a coffee for him while Neil is watching tv in the room...
after some time she come with coffee
Avni :tumare coffee
Neil :thanks mam aap bhi haa jayiea humein join karlen?
Avni: sure
they have their coffee
Avni :aaj bahut shopping hui sach mein,,,main kya karti kal saab logh ko surprise dena chaati hu yeh saab dehkar,, dekhana chati hu unki muskhuraart ko jab hum unhe yeh saab denge toh!!",
Neil :hmm u are right acha woh kareena ki lsit ka kya hua?
Avni: haan woh sab maine lia hai don't worry
Neil : jab tum ho toh mujhe kis baat ki worry!
Avni :pata hai Neil mujhe sabse acha mummyji ka gift laga, i hope unko bhi achi lagay yeh shawl
Neil :haan i hope so waise mom ki choice bohat simple hai
Avni :hmm tabhi toh mujhe sabse zyaad unke gift ki tension thi ki kya lun unke liye
Neil :aur tumen bohat acha lia hai
Avni :sach?
Neil :mooch
Both laughed looking at eachother
Avni: hmm... acah Neil aab main dinner ka kuch tayaari karti hoon...
Neil :okk
she again go to the kitchen and starts thr prepration of dinner after some time dinner ready hojata hai aur Avni Neil se kehti hai ki dinner lag gaya hai,dono dinner karte hain and now they are in their room,
Avni cupboard ke pas khadi hai
making a worst face
Neil was looking her and was smiling at her condition..
Neil :wifey kya baat hai tumne itni pyari shakal kyun banai hui hai asking he still smiling
Avni :haa hans lo tum plz Neil mera zaar help karoge??
Neil :sure
saying he arrange the clothes according to Avni instruction...
After that she sits on the bed(tiredly)
Avni :huhhh log kyun jate hain kahin
Neil :Avniiiiiiiii
Avni :Neil u know muhje sabse bure kaamon mein ek yeh kam lagta tha, pata hai gahr pe neelamaa karti thi yeh sab
Neil :tum kaho toh main hi karlunga aainda se?
Avni :nahi Neil aisi baat nahi i'll use to it
Neil :hmm
Avni :acha main change kar ke aathi hu phir kal dopeher tak wo saab logh haa jaayenge
Neil :hmmmm
Avni changed in her night gown,& Neil also changes in his kurta salwar
Avni feel so tired so she was laying on the bed her eyes were close when Neil comes & lay down on her side
Avni :agaye?looks at him
Neil :hmmmm..... he puts her head on his arm and lovingly rubbing his fingers on her head
Neil: thaag gayi?
Avni :hmmm.., saying she hugs him and closes her eyes & Neil also wraps his arms around her and offs the light and both went to a nice sleep....

Screen freezes on AvniNeil peaceful sleep!!!!!!!!!