This is a little longer than I usually write, sorry.
There's also some smut so watch out. Anyone who doesn't like smut can skip.
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(His POV)
My life was perfect. With the band, the fame, the money and most importantly, my fans. I had everything I could have asked for. Before Y/N came into picture. I've been in love with her since I was 21 and she was only 19. She was the band's new hairstylist to help Lou out with us and ever since then we've been the best of friends. She continued supporting me during my solo career and having lost her job as a hairstylist, she works at a parlor she's always wanted to work at. Tonight was her birthday and I planned on meeting her. But of course, along came my girlfriend Olivia. She was beautiful, yes. Also a bit older.. she could cope up with my job because her job needed similar amount of effort and time. We also found out how to make time for each other and through experience, escape paparazzi.
But Y/N was never completely out of my mind. You would think, being in such a perfect relationship.. what more could a person want. Well I'm selfish. I want Y/N and only Y/N. She's always been the girl for me. I don't seem to understand why I try to move on from her and avoid her as much as possible when I should be waking up beside her and kissing her. "What are you thinking about baby?" Olivia asks, sitting beside me on my bed. I snap out of my thoughts and tell her, "I'm actually not sure what to buy Y/N for tonight." Olivia seemed displeased at hearing her name come out of my mouth. She was the jealous kind, yes. Working with her was hard too, considering I had scenes with Florence Pugh she didn't approve of, even though she was the one to direct them. "Stop being too passionate with her." She'd say. "You make it seem like you actually love her."
"Look, I don't understand why you're friends with her in the first place. She was your hairstylist. And that was like 16 years ago." She said, rolling her eyes and fixing my tie. I didn't say anything, because arguing with her was like pulling myself into a loophole. "Let's go. You look great." She says, kissing the side of my lips and walking out of my room. I picked up the present I wrapped for Y/N. Something I had known she loved 16 years ago, but tried to hide because Olivia would snap. "Honey could you grab my purse please?" She asked, while looking into the mirror, applying the darkest shade of red lipstick she had. I take her purse and my phone and get into the car while she scurries behind me. The drive there was silent, just some jazz music playing on the radio.
"Babe, is it possible if we left a little early?" She asked, smirking at me. I smiled, not feeling it at the moment. "I'm sorry liv but I haven't met Y/N in months now." I said, my eyes still on the wheel. She scoffed, hoping I wouldn't hear but I did. As we arrived, we were welcomed by my mum, my sister and the boys, but Y/N was nowhere to be seen. "Where's Y/N?" I asked, eyes wandering everywhere hoping to catch a glimpse of her. Olivia noticed my change in attitude and felt the jealousy soaring through her, which made her cling onto my arm and continue caressing my body to show everyone that I was hers only.
"Harry!" I heard a familiar voice. A large smile crept onto my face. One even Olivia hadn't seen before. I shrugged her off me and ran to hug Y/N. "Happy birthday. You look gorgeous." I said, handing her the present in my hands. Olivia walked in front of me and darted her hand at Y/N. "Hi! I'm Olivia! Harry's girlfriend. Well soon to be fiancé." She said, the last part a little softly, causing both Y/N and myself to giggle awkwardly. I nodded my head and mouthed a 'NO' causing Y/N to laugh a little. "Well, why don't you lovebirds come inside?" She said, walking us inside the house. The entire party, my heart was racing at Y/N's mind boggling beauty. After all these years I really thought I was over her, but clearly I wasn't. Talking to her made me feel so full. Olivia continuously tried making a conversation with me, but I didn't seem to care much, which I felt bad for. She was my girlfriend after all.
