DEAR MY STAR ► hajeongwoo

thirty-nine ➵ jsh

【CHAPTER THIRTY NINE】
ˋrunning away ˊ

: jaesahi special chapter #4

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“Are you really sure of going? He might see you there” Beomgyu worriedly asked his bestfriend.

As the final touch of his outfit, he wore his cap and looked himself on the mirror. He almost couldn't recognize himself, he was too covered.

“I am sure of this, Gyu” he answered his friend.

It's been a couple of months since Jaehyuk left the agency, leaving his handled artist alone.

As much as he doesn't want to leave, he just don't have the courage to face him like before after what he did. He was embarrassed of himself. He was ashamed of what he did.

That night was a big mistake and he doesn't want to destroy his image. He was afraid that the years of his hard work will just go to waste just because of his stupid feelings for him.

And besides, he likes Mashiho. What's the use of staying if he'll just hurt himself. He doesn't want to be loved just because of sympathy, just because he was the only person beside him and left him no choice but to love him.

Inside the 4 months, his feelings never changed. He even made secret accounts to follow his account to somehow become updated of him.

That's a stupid thing to do but imagine, almost 7 years beside him, he can't just leave him like that. He loved him even though he was just a normal extra actor before.

And now, he still loved the famous version of him, nothing changed.

“What if he finds you?” Beomgyu asked again.

Jaehyuk just smiled at himself on the mirror.

“Then maybe running is a good way to avoid everything” he said and bid his goodbye to his bestfriend.

“That guy likes to run away from his problems. Dang. Well, hoping that the celebrity guy would come and find him eventually” Beomgyu said as he looked at his friend exited the door.

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Jaehyuk reached the movie premier and luckily he got his own tickets to the movie. He was on the spot where he could see the red carpet, where he could see him.

The time has come and the actors who played the movie was getting called at the red carpet.

“Let's welcome our best second lead, Asahi Hamada. Please give him a big round of applause” the announcer said as he felt his heart was almost bursting.

Asahi was waving and smiling at everyone.

“He looks well and good” he said to himself.

He was drawn of staring at the actor not to realize that the actor was already looking on his direction.

“Fuck” he cursed as he immediately lowered down his cap and ran away from the crowd. It feels like his system went blank and he couldn't think of anything to do other than running.

“God, I hope he didn't see me” he was panting when he said that.

He can't stay there anymore, it's enough for him to at least see the actor and how are him right now. He was satisfied of admiring him from a far.