He's Just a Skater Boy (boyxboyxboy)

Chapter 156: Everything is Calm for a While

[A/N] Done done done ! On time like always. 

I spent the following class with my head ducked in my arms and Jacob made no move to correct me. He looked relaxed, his usual tense posture just a little more rounded, the hooded look to his cold eyes and the long fingers that tapped rhythmically on the table made me shiver. I had to remind myself that no one else knew.

More than once I ended up glancing behind me, accidentally peeking at the back of the class. Contrary to Jacob Atlas seemed to be possibly more energetic than usual, a strange buzzing energy around him, people seemed to be leaning into it. 

Atlas, when he wasn't messing around making fun of people or kicking people's chairs, tossing bits of paper at people, when he was just in a good mood and he focussed his attention on you, it definitely made you feel like you were being rewarded somehow. A grin to his lips, a twinkle in his eyes, magnetic.

If anyone knew what we had just done I think our lives would be over as we knew it.

How would they look at them? At their perfect prefect with the unsurmountable barriers, cold blue eyes that seemed to get sharper the closer you got, just prim and proper, the paragon of what it meant to be the perfect student. Or Atlas whose looks and magnetic, though teasing and grating personality, meant there was always some kind of disconnected rumour floating about that paired him with a girl in another form, or the year above or the year below, a model, an actress.

What would they think if they knew that moments prior to leaning in toward him and playing with his hair while he laughed and slapped their hands away that he'd thrusted his cock inside my mouth, watched those intense fiery eyes blaze over as he tried to move slowly, in a room that seemed to suffocate me, make me breath slowly, heavily, the air itself too hot.

What would people think of me?

I cringed inwardly, both hot and anxious.

I'd never really though about it, since I liked girls I'd had no reason to consider doing anything like that with guys. Would my parents be okay with that?

I pressed my lips together and hid my heated face in my arms.

Definitely wasn't possible to explain that I was with the both of them. Even trying to picture the expression on my mothers face hearing that made my stomach fill with tension, and my dad? I tapped my forehead on the cold table. My dad... would care? Wouldn't? It was hard to imagine him angry, but it was hard to imagine him caring much in general. He had to though, with this...

"Akara." The loud voice snapped me out of my thoughts so suddenly that the whole of me jolted in my chair.

"Shit what?" I replied, startled.

Laura frowned. 

I glanced nervously at Jacob and back at her. "Uh what's up?"

I licked my sore lips, there was a slight cut inside them, but if my mouth wasn't open and people didn't search for it they probably wouldn't notice it. But regardless I could feel it, and my heart raced facing anyone directly afterwards. They had to see something on my face that made it obvious somehow...

"Your worksheet's on the floor." She handed it to me.

"Oh thanks." I nodded, shoving the piece of paper in front of me. "Laura right?"

"Yup." She picked up the rest of the pencil case she'd dropped the contents of on the floor.

"Need help with that?" I asked, reaching down to grab one of her pens.