Not the Plan

Plan 20

~Do Kyungsoo~

Journal entry #4:

Am i really in love with Kim Jongin? Bat ba ganito mga nararamdaman ko? Do i really like him? Like... seriously?

I frowned and closed the notebook. "Ugh." i groaned and kept it under my table. Hindi ko akalain na magiging ganito kagulo ang araw na to. Napatingin ako sa orasan. Mamaya pa darating si Jongin.

I grabbed my laptop and immediately wrote a quick email to my Mom.

To: prettygorgeousmrsdo@hotmail.com

Subject: Need... help?

Mom... hey. It's been quite sometime right? Hope you're not THAT worried. I miss you, too. Sorry for not sending emails for who-knows-how-long.

The thing is... Mom... i think i like someone. I think like my roommate and he's

Biglang bumukas yung pinto at isang pawis at hingal na Kim Jongin ang pumasok sa kwarto namin. Agad kong sinara yung laptop ko saka tumayo papunta sa kama. What the fck am i doing? Mukha tuloy akong may tinatago.

"S-san ka galing?" tanong ko habang umaakyat na ako sa kama. "Gabi na din ah."

Kim Jongin looked away and wiped his face with a black towel. "I just went jogging." he said without looking at me. "Bat hindi ka pa tulog?"

I shrugged and sat on top of my bed while looking down at him. "I was just... browsing the net." i mumbled.

He nodded and went to grab some of his clothes from the cabinet. "I met Suho along the way." he said. "He was looking for you."

I nodded. "Anong sinabi mo?"

Jongin shrugged and looked my way. But then again... he never meet my eyes. "Sabi ko andito ka lang." he answered.

"We're eating lunch tomorrow." sabi ko saka nahiga na rin sa kama. Hinila ko yung kumot ko at pinulupot sa sarili ko. "Do you... want to come?" i asked while watching him unpack his bag. Wala kasi siyang kasama sa lunch maliban sakin minsan.