Princess' Revenge

Revenge 61

Fara's POV

~Sweet dreams are made of this.

Who am I to disagree

Travel the world and the seven seas

Everybody is looking for something.

Some want to use you,some want to get use by you.

Some want to abuse you. Some want to get abuse by you~

Dinadama ko talaga ngayon ang naririnig kong kanta. Wala ako ngayon sa mansyon, tumakas ako.

Ewan ko rin kung bakit. I just see myself sneaking out in my room until I got out at our mansion without any permission.

It was fcking 4 days after I came in my mind that I had killed someone. 4 days stock at my room, 4 days all day long crying, 4 days all day long hurting.

I got a words from my dad and also Rave. They told me I hurt a kid named Adrian. I admit, guilt has on me. I never meant to push him hard its just my emotions. Ang OA ko na.

Ngayon napadesisyunan ko, I wanna go out. Ayaw kong maglakad dahil ayaw kong maulit uli iyon kaya got myself harassing someone to give me his car. I just gave him a glare and told him stuffs like lying to him that I badly need a car right now cause of an emergency. He didn't believe so he got me no choice but to use force. Naglabas siya ng baril at tinutok iyon sa akin. Takot? Wala. Kaba? Wala. Pangamba? Wala. Excitement? Meron.

One calculated move ay naagaw ko sa kanya ang baril at tinutok sa ulo niya. Lahat ng wala ako kanima ay meron sa kanya. I smirk, from what I thought mas matanda pa siya sa akin like in early 20's I think pero parang mas hasa pa ang isang tulad ko sa kanya. Well-built in body pero walang pamana sa akin.

I drove his car full speed, not bad. Gabi na naman kaya wala ng masyadong mga sasakyan. The guy's scent was all over the car's ,so manly. So familiar. Bakit di ko naisipang tingnan ang mukha nung lalaki kanina?

Sa pagmamaneho ko, dinala ako nito sa lugar na tiyak ko ay kauna-unahang lugar na napuntahan ko. Bar. Gusto kong iinom lahat ng sakit. As what they said, liquor can give you the satisfaction on forgetting your problem - for the main time and woke up bringing that problem again.

"Hardest drink" I said to the bartender. After minutes he gave it to me. Nilagok ko ito. Oh what the?!? This is my first time drinking- I guess.

Wala na akong kasiguraduhan sa mga sinasabi at ginagawa ko. After that night when I blood was over me I conclude of something, they are keeping something from me. Something I gotta know. Malaki ang kutob ko it was all about me. The way they act infront of me-pansin ko iyon sa kanila. Pigil eh! Mga kilos nilang lahat ay pigil at parang may tinatago na kung ano na isang maling galaw ay bisto na ang lahat.