"To thine own self be true" Yellowstone fanfiction

chapter 20 "Folsom prison"

"they tried to kill me daddy" I whispered. "Someone sent chicks to come and kill me from the men's prison. I'd look out of I were you. They said they were sending a message to you" I spoke quietly as I leaned over table to him and Jamie. "Is that what happened to your neck?" my father questioned. I nodded. "crazy mother fuckers used a tuna can lid. What sick fucks! One of them was my best friend. This world is fucked up daddy"
My father rubbed his thumb over my hand "I know Conway" my father looked at Jamie. "Tell her Jamie" Jamie looked at me with a small smirk on his lips. "You're coming home next week twitty" he smiled. My eyes widened. "How the fuck! How did you manage that!"
"We know the judge pretty well" Jamie replied happily. "Fuck yeah!" I smiled. "I'll have rip or someone come pick you up next week. Make sure you're protected" my father smiled at me. "There's a lot of rumors going around twitty. Everyone knows what ya did. Some think you're a victim or a hero, some even think you're a monster. So I need you to lay low for awhile. No going out and partying, no passing out drunk in streets. None of that understand?" My father put his foot down. "Yes sir. I understand"

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A week later I stook at the gates waiting to be releases. I held my duffle bag over my shoulder. I was a couple minutes away from being a caged bird to a free one. I hear a loud buzz then the gates finally slide open. As I took a breath of air I heard my name beging screamed from the court yard. I smiled as I waved over at the girls crying and blowing kisses. "You be good now ya hear!!" One of them yell. "Nnnno!" I joked as I walked to the gravel parking area. I watched as rip stood leaning on his truck door. I dropped my bag off my shoulder and galloped into his arms. He grunted a smile as he held me in the air slightly. "There ya are!" He chuckled. I squealed in happiness as I slammed my lips against his. Lord that felt good. I wrapped my arms around his neck. we kissed for a long minute. It was sexy and sloppy. "Wow. Look how sexy you look" he smiled as he spins me around by my hand showing myself off. "You like?" I laughed. He smacked my behind. "Alot! Alot alot!" He bit his lip as he checked me out. "get me home cowboy. Did you feed my dog!?" I questioned as I got into the truck. "Of course I did. That mother fucker wouldn't leave my side. He slept in my bed" he chuckled. "Slept in your bed! He better still love me when I get home!" Rip smiled as he drove off. "He will baby he will. Them cowboys have been missing you like you're their mama" I lit a cigarette. "Oh really?" Rip nodded. "It's like you died and they are still grieving. I shook my head as I puffed my cigarette. "Crazy mother fuckers" I chuckled. I glanced over at rips big hands on the steering wheel. I watched this body movements. All I could do when I was locked up was think and wonder. All I could think and wonder about was rips body on mine. "Pull over" I exhaled. rip furrowed his brows "what for?" He questioned "I said pull over!" I laughed then I unbuckled my seat belt. He pulled over glancing over with concern. I smirked as I slipped up my shirt. Rip watched with amusement. "The hell are you doin Twitty?" I unhooked my bra tossing it in the back seat. "Fuck me rip" I demanded. He shook his head "I ain't fuckin you here" I shoved his center console up into a bench seat. "I said fuck me god damn it!" Rip gave in. He unbuttoned along with unbuckled his pants and belt then pulling them down just the slightest. I straddled his lap as we both laugh at me honking he horn with my ass. I inhaled sharply as I felt him inside. it was so tight I could hardly take it. I put my hand above his throat to make him look at me. I bit my lip in seduction as I moved up and down slowly and eagerly. His mouth opened with satisfied moans. He eyes squinted with pleasure as he grabbed my bare thighs in his rough hands. I flip my hair to the side of my head kissing him so sloppily and sexy that I could come to just his kiss. He pinched my ass in the palms of his hands as I bounced harder and more defined. "Mmmmf!" He moaned under his breath. I could feel myself getting tighter around him. I was moaning so loud, I felt so good. I groped my own chest tilting my head back in so much pleasure. "Fuck!" I moaned breathlessly. "I'm gonna fuckin come" I held my hand on his face squeezing his cheeks roughly to stare into my eyes. He took his massive hands smacking his open hand against my plump yet small ass. He gritted his teeth. "Come for me honey. Come on twitty girl" I screamed in a moan as I clawed at his chest "ugh! You feel so fuckin good!" I squealed. He grabbed my ass roughly with both hands as I grinded deep and rough. "fffffuck! Rip!" I released myself all over his own. He bit down on my shoulder as he came hard himself. "Mmmf! Yeah! Baby! Fuck!" He smacked my ass hard again. We stared at each other panting and moaning in exhaustion. His eyes rolled back. He was so sexy. "Holy fuck!!" I laughed breathlessly. I went to move off him. He pulled me back down ontop of his lap as he kissed me deeply. Passionately. Meaningfully. "Fuck I'm obsessed with you" rip pants in my face. I pecked his lips before biting my lip. "If you keep it up like that I'm gonna end up in a hospital with a broken fuckin vagina!" I hopped in the passenger seat putting on my clothing. "I should get you back. Your father is probably wondering what is taking so damn long" I laughed aloud "tell him you were fucking me" Rip began driving "no! I ain't gonna say that!"
"Why not! It would be funny!" I mocked his voice "sorry Mr Dutton sir. I was too busy pounding the shit outta your daughter" rip shook his head in disappointment. "Not a chance" then my father would look at you and say "really? Again? Who doesn't fuck beth" I air quoted "then you would say 'no sir the other one' thheenn my father would really love you" I joked

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I stepped out of rips truck looking around at the home I surprisingly missed so much. I whistled my fingers waiting for my pooches arrival. There he was. My little man. "C'mere boy! C'mere!" Waylon yelped and squealed at my arrival. He jumped and pun all around me before jumping into my arms. "Baby boy!" I smiled wildly. I smacked his side. "man he got fat! Have you been giving him table scraps!?" I looked over at rip who adjusted his pants as he walked around his truck. "Talk to the boys bout that"

"So what if I gave him a t bone after dinner! He's a dog! It's what they eat!" My father yelled from the front porch as he stepped down. I smiled wide. "Hey daddy!" I hugged around him tightly as he kissed my head. He held his hand on the back of my hair. "welcome home beautiful. We missed you connie" he smooches the side of my face as he pulled away. "What's different around here hm?" My father shrugged. "Not much baby. Not much. Take a look around. Get comfortable. You're home now baby for good" he patted my lower back as he waved me off. I followed rip to the bunk house as waylon drifted behind. "Few things are different in here honey. Just prepare yourself" I furrowed my brows at his words "mmmmkay?" I questioned. I walked in and instantly the boys cheered. I smiled wide at the banner that spelled out "welcome home from rehab" but welcome was spelled wrong. I was suddenly picked up and thrown over Ryan's shoulder as she began to scream and cheer. "we have an escape artist!!" He yelled. I smacked his ass before putting me down. "The fuck are you boys on!" I laughed. Lloyd pulled me into his arms. "Look at you! I hardly recognize you! You're as perty as a chicken flying out of a coop!" He smiled. "I don't know what the fuck that means but thank you" I laughed loudly. "No but really twitty. You look sexy as hell" Colby mentioned. "Are those tattoos!?" Jimmy turned my arm to look at them. "You go to prison for a couple years and you think you're hard!" Ryan cackled. "Oh bite me!" I grabbed a bottle of whiskey reading the lable. "Oh I'll bite you baby! I'll bite you wherever you fuckin want!" He hollared. I shook my head as the boys goofed off. I twisted the cap off of the whiskey flicking the lid across the room. "Let's fuckin party!" I announced as I turned up the music. The boys agreed with a loud chant. I glanced over at the bathroom door to see a half naked woman stepping out. She was rough. Beautiful body, tomboy posture. "Who is you!" I shout. She looks at me "teeter! Who is you!" She says with a very heavy accent. I held out my hand. "Twitty!" She gave me a smile "my, ain't you the pruttiest woman I have ever seen" teeter winked as i smiled wide. "You the new help?" I questioned. She nodded "damn fuckin straight!' she spit on the floor. I laughed as I looked back at rip. Hip shook his head as he sipped his beer. I pointed to teeter "I love her!" I looked back at the woman "welcome teeter!" I snickered as I took a swig of whiskey moving to the music. The voices and laughter came to a holt quickly after. I Iooked up at everyone watching beth enter the room. I smirk at her arrival. "Didn't know you were coming home so soon" she says to me as the music gets turned down. "I've been away for years. Watcha mean too soon" I chuckled putting my hands on my hips. "Look at you. Changing and shit! Funny!" She was drunk. As usual. She looked me up and down studying me. "Eh. Still ain't shit" she snickered to herself. "When you removing that damn tummy fat hm??" She laughed loudly as she pinched the skin on my showing belly button. I furrowed my brows "once you get rid of the smell of dick on your breath" the men hiss in a burn. Her face lit up with embarrassing anger. I smirked "the fuck you ruining everyone's fun for" I questioned. "I ain't! Jimmy! Get me a fuckin beer!" Jimmy scurried to the fridge. I stepped close to her "he ain't yours to boss around. Why don't you go back to the fuckin city and lose your mind some more. Find your own bitch to boss around" I stared her down. She looked intimidated. "Fine." She stumbled back away from me. She strutted her way to the door, on the way she looked back at me with an evil smile. She glanced at rip with a 'come fuck me smile ' before She left. I watched rip from afar as he watched her leave. He stared at her as she walked out. The music continued behind me along with the party as I watched rip. My happiness was fading once again. "Man! You got some giant fuckin balls talking to the farmers daughters like that!" Teeter giggled. "I am the father's daughter. The original one. The best one" I chugged my large bottle before passing it around. "You're a damn Dutton too?" She questioned. I tipped my imaginary hat. "you can say that again" I watched rip walk outside. As I spoke I walked straight to the door to follow. Rip stood leaning on the fence watching beth walk away. I sighed. "Pick rip" he perked his head up as he looked back at me then back at the open air. He didn't say anything. I walked beside him. "I'm not playing games wheeler. I ain't being your toy. Sure you fucked her when y'all were young, but is she really the woman you want to spend the rest of your life with? Can she give you what you need?" Once again, rip didn't speak. I shook my head pushing off the fence angrily before walking off "she doesn't love you rip. She never will"....