"To thine own self be true" Yellowstone fanfiction

chapter 11 "still make Cheyenne"

I stared at myself in the mirror. I couldn't tell if I looked too fat. If I couldn't tell I think I was in the clear. I put on a sexy outfit. My hair that was long and black was done, my boobs looked fantastic I was ready to go out drinking. As most of us did on Saturday night. I made my way down the steps slipping in ear rings. "Woah! Saturday already!" My father chuckled from his desk as I passed his office. I stepped backwards to look at him. "Yep. How do I look daddy?" My father smiled softly. "Beautiful as ever. Are ya going out to find a husband ? Give me grandchildren right?" He smirked as he looked down at his papers. I huffed as he nags me about having children all the time. I walked into his office leaning down hovering over his papers. I kissed his head. "Whatcha reading?" I asked as I scanned the papers. My father shook his head. "Same shit different day" he put his glasses down on the paper then leaned back in his chair examining my face. "Wow...you are gorgeous. Like your mother" he says as he pushes a long black stran of my hair behind my ear. "But you ain't like your mother that's for sure" he chuckled. I smiled softly. "A compliment. I'll take it" I kiss his head one more time before I waltz to the door in my black heels. "Need anything while im out?" My father shook his head "peace and fuckin quiet" he smirked. I watched him put his glasses back on as he stared back down at his papers. I patted the doorway as I walked down the walkway. I look up at beth whom stood with her arms crossed in a robe. "what are you doin here?" I said as I walked past her. She followed me. "Just checking on daddy"
"Why does he need to be checked on?" I questioned as I finished putting the backing on my earring. "You tell me" she says as she took a drag from a cigarette. "That doesn't make sense but okay"

"You're going out in that?" She snorted a laugh. I sighed as I looked at her with a pissy look. "Leave me alone beth. I ain't in the mood" I say as I put my hand on the front door nob. She turned around to head back to her room as she let out an evil laugh "don't get pregnant. Who am I kiddin! You can't even get laid!" I rolled my eyes as I walk outside to my truck. "There she is!!" Colby called as he jumped into the bed of my truck. "You know it's Saturday night when babies painted on her blue jeans! Ohhh and her heels are on! It's. A good night!" Ryan whistled. "You know it's Saturday when Colby is drunk and still comes home sad and alone" I smirked. The boys laughed loudly as they piled into the bed of the truck. "Twitty I never see you with a man" Colby mentioned. "Cuz I don't need one" I say as I lean on the side of the truck. "Don't need one or cant get one" Colby burned as he hissed. "Pretty sure I could get you if I just simply asked" I looked over at him. "Then ask"
"You wish" I laughed as I walked up to rip whom was the last one to leave the bunk house. I held keys up to him "you driving?" Rip looked me up and down nonchalantly. "Ooo yay I get to drive the shit box" I scoffed. "Shit box?! How dare you!" I opened the passenger side door then glanced back at rip. "I can feel your eyes wandering Junie!" i smirked as I shut the door. "They ain't wandering! They're staring!"

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"Sorry boys. Get shit on!" I teased as I yanked cash out of Colby's hand. "Who taught you to play pool?" He questioned. "Every man who sees my tits every weekend. 'hey sweetie wanna learn to play pool?' fuck yeah! For a free drink? Get fucked, I'll play dumb bitch for a free drink!" The men laughed aloud as I leaned on the bar a few feet away from the pool table. They continued to play another game. I stay and watched for a minute. I looked over at rip, he was watching me with a small smile. "What are you smiling at cowboy?" I laughed as I pushed his hat down in his face. He tipped his hat back up as he laughed softly "have I told you how beautiful you look" he smiled cheekily. I tilted my head "are you drunk?" He shook his head as he laughed glancing away from me. "No! I just thought I'd let out my opinion" I watched him as his cheeks glowed red. "Shut up and dance with me June bug" I took rips hand leading him behind me as we dance to 'Cheyenne' by George strait. He spins be around making me feel beautiful and classy. our hips sway together as he watched my eyes as I watch him mouth the lyrics "it's cold out here and I'm all alone
Didn't make the short go again and I'm coming home....
I know I've been away too long....
I never got a chance to write or call
And I know this rodeo has been hard on us all
But I'll be home soon
And honey is there somethin' wrong'

he held my hand behind my back as our bodies pressed close to each other. Our faces nearly touching as I sang the next line,
"She never knew what his calls might bring
With a cowboy like him, it could be anything
And she always expected the worst
In the back of her mind" I sang to him as our lips slowly connected at the end of the song. He pulled my body as close as he could as he kissed me deeply. I pulled away gently biting my lip, looking up into his eyes. I went back in for another but as I did so we hear loud arguing and yelling from across the bar. I look over to see lee In a drunken fight with Robert. "Fuck...fuck fuck!" I broke apart from rip rushing over to lee's defense. I shoved lee away from him. "The hell you doin!!" I yell as I look back at Robert. "Keep your fuckin dog on a leash!" Robert growled. "Oh get fucked long!" I gave him the finger. Robert spit in my direction. Quickly Robert was shoved far from us. "I'm gonna kill that mother fucker!! I swear to fuckin God!!" Lee yelled. "Lee cut the shit! Get outside!" I pushed lee backwards towards the door. "You're fuckin dead long!! Fuckin dead!!" Lee hollard. "I'll get you Dutton! I'll fuckin get you and or old man! Just you wait" Robert called back from the opposite direction of the bar. I pointed at the door "outside!! Now lee!! Now!!" I demanded in a scary manner. Lee drunkenly shuffled outside as rip and Lloyd follow. "Fuck that mother fucker man!" He slurred. "What the fuck lee!! What are you stirring up trouble for!?" I yelled at lee as I wrangled him in the direction of my truck. "Why the fuck shouldn't I!? He touched my fucking sister!" He murmured in beer. "shut up lee!! Get to the fucking truck!" I pushed him once again. "What are you talking about lee? Touched who?" Rip asked. "He touched twitty when we were babies man!! I'll fuckin cut his fuckin guts out!'"

"I said get in the fucking truck lee!!" I screamed angrily as I shoved him against the truck "you shut your fucking trap and get in the fucking truck!!" Lee held up his hands innocently. "The fuck man! I am! I am!" Lee stood between the open door. "What is he talking about twitty?" Rip asked confused. "Nothin!" I looked at lee "sit down and shut the fuck up!"

"He fuckin forced her when she was-" I slammed the door shutting him up. I pulled my keys out of my back pocket fiddling with them. "Twitty what the f-"

"Shut the fuck up rip! Shut up!" I shoved him by his chest and pointed my finger in his face "If I ever! EVER! Find out you did something to that long boy or told anyone about this i will personally slit your fucking throat! You understand me!?" I yelled in anger. "Twitty...this is serious"

"No it isn't!! It was over 20 years ago! Don't you fuckin worry about my shit! Worry about your fuckin own!" livid as can be slammed my truck door as I sped off taking my drunk brother home. Lee played with the things on my dashboard. "I can't fuckin believe you!" I slammed my hand on the steering wheel. Lee looked over with his drunken face. "why does that mother fucker get to walk twitty?" He asked innocently. "He broke you. Why does he get to walk? Everyone who had broken you get to walk! How is that fair!?" I glanced at him. "What are you on about baby?" Lee shook his head as he leans back on the door watching me. "You have always been the toughest son of bitch I know...yet you got nothin to show for it! You got a bully for a mom and sister, a father who never stood up for you, brothers who did nothin but drive you insane, and boyfriends who beat the living shit out of you but yet you stay. I don't get you twitty" he lit a cigarette as he took a deep dark drag. "Lee. I don't want you repeating anything about my past alright? It ain't nobody's problem but mine" I watched the road yet still looking at him. "Ain't, ain't a word twitty"
"Huh?" I questioned. "Ain't... ain't a word" he giggled to himself. I rolled my eyes as we pulled into the driveway.....