the perfect mistake

chapter 12: never turned back

ARIAS POV:
I sat there staring out the window hoping he'd come back. He's probably on his flight back to his hometown. With tears in my eyes I sucked it up and went to find Andrew. "You okay?" "Yeah I just needed to say my goodbyes. Let's go." "Do you want to stay with me tonight?" "I actually am leaving really early with my mom but you can stay with me tonight if you'd like." "I'm kinda in a tux so I better go home. Maybe another night." "Yeah defiantly." We both laughed as I said. Andrew walked me to his car he didn't open my door like Ezra used too. I didn't mind it much. as we drove down the street. Andrew started turning on the radio singing random songs to me. then happiness came on, b26. And all the memories fled back to me. Andrew started singing me it. I wanted to cry my eyes filled once not until I turned it off. "God I hate that song." I said "here let me find something else. Really I thought you liked the fray? I actually thought that'd be a nice wedding song for us. at our rehearsal dinner and stuff at least give the song a shot as we practice dancing." "Okay." I sighed "it just kinda speaks for itself it's everything you mean to me in a song." I turned and faced him as he said that. A tear fell from my eye. He didn't notice but I looked back out the window until I saw my house. I was eager to get inside Andrew walked me to my door I have him a quick peck and ran inside. I ran to my room and shut the door. My mom came upstairs asking if I was okay. I just said yes as she walked into her room I ran downstairs grabbed the keys and drove to ezras apartment I still had a key. I sat there on the couch for a long while thinking about all our happy times here. I went and sat on the bed realizing this was the place I had my first time. I haven't felt good lately I ran to the bathroom and threw up. I went to the fridge to actually finding food. He actually grew on me. I joked to myself. Maybe ending us was the best if itd change him into a better person. I got some water to wash the taste away and went and laid on his bed. I snuggled up in the blanket and smelt his sweet cologne ezra smell. It made me happy and want to fall asleep. I felt at home when he's near. But he's not here. I just feel numb. It is horrible to be alone in the dark when someone tells you how strong and beautiful you're then leaves you."

EZRAS POV:
Within a few hours I finally landed and I'm heading to one of my college buddies houses to stay for a week or two since he's out of town for a few months. I got in about 3am and went and fell asleep. when I woke up Aria had texted me. "Please be back in time for my birthday." I smiled but I didn't know if I could go. I woke up and went to one of my favorite places in town when I was in college for lunch. it's actually where I met Jackie and on my way there of course I run into her. She was about to go eat too by herself she invited me to join her. I agreed. It'd be nice catching up.

ARIAS POV:
when I woke up I looked at our picture and realized how happy we were and my smile on face as he kissed me in the photo. I could still feel him lean into kiss me. I wonder if he misses me. It's just I find myself wondering where he is constantly.