the perfect mistake

Chapter 37: I tried

ARIAS POV:
"aria.. im sorry i didn't think you were in love with me anymore." I heard him say so i stood up and turned to him. "did you change your mind about loving me? because i didn't and here i am trying to make since of it all. we were best friends. you ripped my whole world apart when you left. Didn't you know how much i loved you? i gave you everything, every part of me. didn't you feel it when i touched you? please tell me? because you are person i want to spend the rest of my life with. i couldn't get you out of my head. i still felt you in that bed. you left me alone. you couldn't have been more gone. i felt it all. so i quit. i quit my job in California for you. god Ezra im so in love with you it hurts. im moving back. i cant stay away from you for another 6 months." "so... you want to spend the rest of your life with me..?" "yes, God. yeah yeah I do. I can't imagine my life without you so I mean yeah I'm-" before i could get the rest of my sentence out there he was on one knee. standing in the rain. "im so in love with you too... I knew I needed you when you put yourself in danger to save me multiple times. So aria Montgomery will you?" he asked.

ARIAS POV:
I stared down at him. I gasped. I held my hands to my mouth. I felt the tears come faster and faster. "Yes, Ezra. God don't ever leave me again I can't live without you." I got up and hugged me and whispered in my ear. "I know, I can't live without you either. I'm sorry I was jealous." I pulled his head from my shoulder and kissed him. it was soft but sweet. it was getting late. he picked me up and carried me up stairs. I started kissing him once more. I pushed him through the door. he started whispering in my ear. I started running my hands up and down his back as he ripped off his shirt and kept kissing me as we were still by the door. it's been too long. we will remember what to do to drown out everything in the world. he began to pull my shirt off. we started to strip it down to what we used to be. he whispered in my ear "tell me everything you need right now." as he set me on his bed I loosened his belt as he crawled on top of me. as he slowly kissed my neck and bit my ear I dug my nails in his back. he slowly made his way to my lips and kissed me softly. I saw the bruises forming on his face. I softly stroked it. "Does it hurt?"

EZRAS POV:
honestly looking at her the pain eases away. I didn't answer. "On a scale of one to ten." she asked. "a 8." she kissed my lips. "a 7." She rolled over on top of me. "How about now?" "a 4." She kissed my neck. "3.... 2...1"