the perfect mistake

Chapter 27: so in love

ARIAS POV:
it's been two weeks since I've spoke to Ezra or returned any calls to my friends. today I decided I wanted to see Ezra. I went on a morning run I put on a sports bra and some capri type leggings/jogging pants and put my jacket around my waist when I was running I stopped to take a breath and there he goes walking out of the brew so perfectly. can't he tell I can't breathe? then I smile and start to walk towards him then I see a girl I couldn't see her face. She put her arm around his. there he goes. she better hold him tight. give him all the love I never gave him. she gets to look into those beautiful eyes. maybe that's the girl Ezra has been Seeing that I overheard the girls talk about. I saw the way he smiled. I always betted she ways beautiful. I mean she has everything that I have to live without. I turned around to run home. I got a phone called from Han if I wanted to meet for lunch I agreed. it was just going to be me and her today. we got to the grille and sat down by the window. We ordered our food and I saw Ezra walk by. we made eye contact and I swear the world stopped for a moment. But then I looked down and kept eating. He walked in alone. I told Hanna I'd be right back. I walked over to him. "Hey bud." "Hey Aria... Haven't seen or talked to you lately you been okay? How's life? Take a seat. I'm so glad I got to see you." "Yeah yeah I have actually." "I see you've been good busier than ever your friends told me." "Ezra are we still friends? Best friends? Like we'd tell eachother everything?" "Yeah of course is there something you need to tell me Aria? I'm here for you." "um yeah. see there's someone I know who met someone and I don't think they're right for them what should I do?" "Well you should tell your friend to start with aria." "Yeah your right." I sighed. He looked at me cautiously. "Aria are you dating someone?" I looked up shocked by his question. "Sorry. Sorry just I don't know why I asked that." "No no you're fine. We're best friends we share everything okay." "Yeah your right. So tell me all about him." "Well he's tall. he has these beautiful green eyes with dark brown hair. I mean a gorgeous face and gorgeous body. He's a catch. I really like him. I've never felt this way." I said as I smiled at him. I was talking about him but I don't think he realized. "Oh I'm so glad to hear that Aria because I think I found the one. like I'm so in love. I think I've finally got it right." I messed with my hands and looked down. I looked up and smiled at him. I felt my eyes water up. "I'm glad. hey I better get back to my friend. Talk later. Okay?" "Yeah sure. But are you sure you're okay?" He asked once more as I had my back towards him. I wiped the tears from my eyes with my back still facing him. "I'm fine." I said as walked out. I didn't even walk back to Hanna. I just ran home. she watched me leave. She couldn't stop me in time. I got home and ignored her calls and everyone's. I paced the floor for days. what did she have that I didn't? Just because I didn't want to leave and get married right in the moment? I remembered all the times I paced the floor waiting for him to save me from Andrew because I believed in him. I always dreamed of fairy tales. I dreamed too much but he let me down. Stupid girl. I'm not the one he's suppose to sweep off her feet. Maybe I got lost in his eyes and never realized I didn't have a chance. I had so many dreams nine and his happy ending. I wish I would've realized what I had when he was mine. literally I left him basically to die. all I left him was with a goodbye. his birthday is tomorrow. I can't decide whether to call or not. he gave me all his love. I left him with a goodbye. I'm such an idiot. I finally fell asleep and woke up it was Ezras birthday I restrained my self from calling him. I missed his sweet boyish smile. so good to me. I remember the first time he held me in his arms. Our first kiss. I remember the first time he saw he me cry he wiped away my tears. I swear if we loved again I'd love him right but I can't. he's in love with another girl. maybe I should just tell him sorry for that night?

HANNAS POV:
It's been another 4 days of not speaking to Aria. she's cold. I feel bad because she's never loved anyone like this and it scares her. I called Aria rapidly. She answered during the last call. "Why in the hell did you leave? What did he say to you? Did you tell him?" "I left because he said he's so in love. That he's finally got in right." "What did you say to him for him to say that?" "I told him I was seeing someone..." "Aria, he probably just said that because you moved on and didn't want sound pathetic. Where did he meet her?" "yeah maybe you're right hanna. Thanks. a bar. a freaking bar. I was the girl in the bar. It's his birthday. Should I call?" "I can't make that decision for you. You can decide. I can't imagine it would hurt you if you did or didn't anymore than you already are." "yeah ok I got to go." I hung up.