The men were at the store.
Ej saw a bouquet of purple flowers and he put it in his basket. "She's not gonna forgive you with just flowers." Kei said with his arms crossed. 
"I know. Thats why I have a basket." 
"Why'd you die your hair orange?" 
"I felt like I needed a change." 
Kei's phone rang. 
"Yn. " 
"Hey kei I have a question." 
"Yeah?" He replied picking up a pasta box. 
"I hope you don't mind if I ask something embarrassing." 
He lifted an eyebrow.
"No.... Not really." 
"Okay so I wanna surprise Nicholas and I just bought something cute and I wanna see his happy reaction again! "
"Okok."
"So what uhh type of stuff is Nicholas into. Please don't tell anyone!" 
He heard her nervousness. "I won't I keep like a million secrets from everyone." "That's good. I was thinking you'd know because you guys are guys and like you know guys talk about guy things like girls." 
"Yes we do talk about girls." 
"So? What is Nicholas into." 
Kei questioned how they ended up in the alcohol section. He saw ej the strawberry soju in the cart. 
"Well. We don't talk about that stuff alot nowadays. but. I remember him talking about the color pink alot. Uhhh it's been so long since we've spoken about that." 
"Oh it's alright.pink is helpful! " She hung up. 
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There was a knock on her living room door. Nicholas was focused on the tv.
Sunoo opened it.
"I don't have any fancy clothes I'm gonna have to buy some for the double date." Yn said to sunghoon.
"It's this you guys' first date?" He asked yn. 
"No this will be our third date." 
"Ah." 
"What are you doing here." Sunoo said to ej.
"I came to apologize again." 
"I'll let yn reject you for me." 
Sunoo stepped aside. 
Ej walked in . 
Sunghoon saw him and got shocked. 
"Yn I have to do some work so you should come with me-"Nicholas trailed seeing ej. 
"Huh?" She turned around. 
"Hello yn.  I'm not sure if this will fix anything but I would ...like to try. I miss our friendship." 
"Give me the flowers." She said blankly. 
Sunoo knew what was gonna happen. 
Nicholas looked at her weirdly.
Ej quickly gave her the flowers. "I also brought Soju." He placed it down. 
"So you got me flowers and soju." 
The room went quiet..
"I- can get something else for you. I will never think about those things again. I do respect you." 
"Oh really." 
"Yes." He looked into her eyes. 
She stood up in front of him. 
Ej expected her to hug him. 
"Be fucking serious! " She threw the flowers at his face. He raised his arms too late and winced. A couple of petals fell off. 
"I'm sorry- I know-" "no you don't ej. No you don't. You don't know! You litteraly had actual porn links to think about me. And you wrote the most disgusting stuff like I wasn't with Nicholas! You litteraly wrote about - I can't even say it. And you talked about my body!!" 
She picked up the flowers again. 
"I hate the things you said about me and everything you said you want to do." She said tearing up. 
Ej's heart shattered again. He didn't mean for it to be like this. How could he mess up something so good. 
"I- wasn't really thinking clearly-" 
"Shut up. All you do is make excuses! I can't even feel safe around you because I feel like you're undressing me! " 
He lowered his head. 
"I'll let you say one more thing before I throw this in your face." 
"I-i-, I don't know what else to say. I promise I've changed.i haven't had a thought like that since..." 
She sighed. A part of her wanted to believe him. Like she could tell if he kept going through these lengths that he was sorry and felt bad. But. Could she really trust that he wouldn't do it again. That conflicted her..
She thought about everything he wrote. 
The way her boobs felt. The way they looked. He wanted to rail her . 
Ej could tell something was working. 
"You're really sick! Im already uncomfortable with my body. Thank you for making it worse!!!" She said running to her room. 
Ej could feel 6 eyes on him. 
"I don't why you're still here." Sunghoon said. 
"Nicholas hyung, Im so sorry." Ej mumbled.
"Do you want me to punch you? Hit you? Is that what you want?" He tilted his chin upwards. "Leave before you go home with a different color eye."
/////////
Nicholas wanted to comfort yn but she rejected any comfort. 
Nicholas sat on sunoo's couch with his head In his hands. His girlfriend shouldn't have to go through this. But he had to work. So he told yn to let him know immediately..
//////////
She would send him texts to let him know she's okay. 
And he was thankful. 
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9pm.
Yn made her way to the rooftop.
She smelled the air. "That's beautiful." She said looking at the building lights around her glow. The faint sound of cars made her feel better. 
"Lucky me." 
"Ej looked really sorry but what if he's lying . What if I forgive him and he keeps writing about me. I feel so icky." She spoke to herself. 
"Excuse me." A voice said. 
Yn turned around. "Oh harua hi.. sorry. " "It's okay. " He said going to the corner of the rooftop and squatting down. She titled her head. 
She watched him from afar. .
She went up to him. "What's this?" 
"Oh my science experiment." 
"Ohhh." 
"I'm supposed to check on it three times a day." 
She leaned to eye it. 
"Right right." 
"So why are you here? It's really late...um it's 8pm." He eyed the ledge and her. 
"I wasn't planning on jumping or anything if you're worried about that." 
"It kind of looked like that." 
"No no no. I just wanted fresh air up here." 
"Is it fresh?" He sniffed it. 
"I mean it might not be but I like how it smells! " 
"Are you up here because of ej hyung?" 
She shut her eyes.
"Sorry if i-"
"No harua you're good. I am here because of that. " 
Harua scratched his head uncomfortably. 
"I'm just thinking." 
"About what?" 
"About this ej thing. I can't tell he's sorry but I don't feel comfortable around him." 
"I can't believe he did that. Really I'm shocked." 
"Me too." 
"If someone did that to me though. I probably wouldn't forgive them." Harua said. 
"I'm conflicted . I feel like I should but shouldn't forgive him." 
"Do whatever you feel." 
"Yeah. I don't think I will forgive him it's really really crazy. I haven't thought about how Nicholas feels. He's probably so angry. It's just so disgusting. It makes me wanna throw up . I have to go." 
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K opened the door. "Oh yn! Are you feeling better?" "I'm about to be after what I do." K lifted an eyebrow. 
"Excuse me." She said.
He stepped aside. 
She went to ej's door and knocked. 
He opened it. 
He felt hope. Finally. All these apologizes. And he got a result. He thanked God mentally. 
She saw a small smile appear on his face. 
"Is my body really that distracting? " 
"Huh? No. "
"The stuff you said was really really sickening. What if someone said that about you! Like one of your ex employees!" "I would be scared." 
"Excatly. Stop trying to apologize ej. Maybe I'll accept it in a century. I trusted you." 
She shut his door and went to Nicholas room. 
                                      
                                          
                                  
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