When I paint, I want to spread hate on the canvas.
I want to draw pain and leave it behind me.
I want to sketch anxiety, so I can feel it once more and never again.
I want to glue down panic so it will stay.
But I can't leave my emotions in pencil or paper or paints.
I can't change how I feel, just as I cannot use a medium to describe it.
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Not me. (2023)
Short Storyso, I've been struggling for a long time now, and I never told anyone about it. I've never opened up. but I met someone who understands how I feel, and I'm beginning to feel again. I don't know how to do it, but I finally feel I can fight. I've been...
